The smoke and fumes of the firing rushed into his face; it half choked
him; but it decided him. He was going to go down. Undoubtedly there
was danger below; but that was why he did not call again at the other
door for some one else to run a risk for him. Basil Santoine, always
held back and always watched and obliged to submit to guard even of
women in petty matters because of his blindness, held one thing dearer
far than life--and that thing was the trust which other men reposed in
him. Since it was that trust which was threatened, the impulse now, in
that danger, to act for himself and not be protected and pushed back by
any one who merely could see, controlled him.
He put his hand on the rail and started to descend the stairs. He was
almost steady in step and he had firm grasp on the rail; he noticed
that now to wonder at it. When he had aroused at the sound of firing,
his blindness, as always when something was happening about him, was
obtruded upon him. He felt helpless because he was blind, not because
he had been injured. He had forgotten entirely that for almost two
weeks he had not stirred from bed; he had risen and stood and walked,
without staggering, to the door and to the top of the stairs before,
now, he remembered. So what he already had done showed him that he had
merely again to put his injury from his mind and he could go on. He
went down the stairs almost steadily.
There was still no sound or any evidence of any one below. The gases
of the firing were clearing away; the blind man could feel the slight
breeze which came in through the windows of his bedroom and went with
him down the stairs; and now, as he reached the lower steps, there was
no other sound in the room but the tread of the blind man's bare feet
on the stairs. This sound was slight, but enough to attract attention
in the silence there. Santoine halted on the next to the last
step--the blind count stairs, and he had gone down twenty-one--and
realized fully his futility; but now he would not retreat or merely
call for help.
"Who is here?" he asked distinctly. "Is any one here? Who is here?"
No one answered. And now Santoine knew by the sense which let him feel
whether it was night or day, that the room was really dark--dark for
others as well as for himself; the lights were not burning. So an
exaltation, a sense of physical capability, came to Santoine; in the
dark he was as fit, as capable as any other man--not more capable, for,
though he was familiar with the room, the furniture had been moved in
the struggle; he had heard the overturning of the chairs.
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