The Blind Mother, and The Last ConfessionCaine, Hall, Sir
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The Blind Mother, and The Last Confession
Caine, Hall, Sir
Fiction
I did not stop to read the friendly part of Wenman's letter, the good
soul's expression of sympathy and solicitude, but in the fever of my
impatience, sweating at every pore and breaking into loud exclamations,
I tore open the letter from my wife. My eyes swam over the sheet, and I
missed much at that first reading, but the essential part of the message
stood out before me as if written in red:
"We ... so delighted ... your letters.... Glad you are having warm,
beautiful weather.... Trust ... make you strong and well.... We are
having blizzards here ... snowing to-day.... I am sorry to tell you,
dearest, that our darling is very ill. It is his throat again. This is
Friday, and he has grown worse every day since I wrote on Monday. When
he can speak he is always calling for you. He thinks if you were here he
would soon be well. He is very weak, for he can take no nourishment, and
he has grown so thin, poor little fellow. But he looks very lovely, and
every night he says in his prayers, 'God bless papa, and bring him
safely home'...."
I could bear no more, the page in my hands was blotted out, and for the
first time since I became a man I broke into a flood of tears.
O Omnipotent Lord of Heaven and earth, to think that this child is as
life of my life and soul of my soul, that he is dying, that I alone of
all men living can save him, and that we are twelve hundred miles apart!
Wipe them out, O Lord--wipe out this accursed space dividing us;
annihilate it. Thou canst do all, thou canst remove mountains, and this
is but a little thing to Thee. Give me my darling under my hands, and I
will snatch him out of the arms of death itself.
Did I utter such words aloud out of the great tempest of my trouble? I
can not say; I do not know. Only when I had lifted my eyes from my
wife's letter did I become conscious of where I was and what was going
on around me. I was still in the midst of the crowd of idlers, and they
were grinning, and laughing, and jeering, and mocking at the sight of
tears--weak, womanish, stupid tears--on the face of a strong man.
I was ashamed, but I was yet more angry, and to escape from the danger
of an outbreak of my wrath I turned quickly aside, and walked rapidly
down a narrow alley.
As I did so a second paper dropped to the ground from the sheet of my
wife's letter. Before I had picked it up I saw what it was. It was a
message from my boy himself, in the handwriting of his nurse.
"He is brighter to-night," the good creature herself wrote at the top of
the page, "and he would insist on dictating this letter."
"My dear, dear papa--"
When I had read thus far I was conscious again that the yelling,
barking, bleating mob behind were looking after me. To avoid the torment
of their gaze I hurried on, passed down a second alley, and then turned
into a narrow opening which seemed to be the mouth of a third. But I
paid small heed to my footsteps, for all my mind was with the paper
which I wished to read.
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