The Blind Mother, and The Last ConfessionCaine, Hall, Sir
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The Blind Mother, and The Last Confession
Caine, Hall, Sir
Fiction
Finding myself in a quiet place at length, I read it. The words were my
little darling's own, and I could hear his voice as if he were speaking
them:
* * * * *
"My dear, dear papa, I am ill with my throat, and sometimes I can't
speak. Last night the ceiling was falling down on me, and the fire was
coming up to the bed. But I'm werry nearly all right now. We are going
to have a Thanksgiving party soon--me, and Jumbo, and Scotty, the puppy.
When are you coming home? Do you live in a tent in Morocco? I have a
fire in my bedroom: do you? Write and send me some foreign stamps from
Tangier. Are the little boys black in Morocco? Nurse showed me a picture
of a lady who lives there, and she's all black except her lips, and her
mouth stands out. Have you got a black servant? Have you got a horse to
ride on? Is he black? I am tired now. Good-night. Mama says I must not
tell you to come home quick. Jumbo's all right. He grunts when you shove
him along. So good-night, papa. x x x x. These kisses are all for you. I
am so thin.
"From your little boy,
"NOEL."
* * * * *
Come home! Yes, my darling, I will come home. Nothing shall stop me
now--nothing, nothing! The sun is almost set. Everything is ready. The
men must be saddling the horses again. In less than half an hour I shall
have started afresh. I will ride all night to-night and all day
to-morrow, and in a week I shall be standing by your side. A week! How
long! how long! Lord of life and death, keep my boy alive until then!
I became conscious that I was speaking hot words such as these aloud.
Even agony like mine has its lucidities of that kind. At the same moment
I heard footsteps somewhere behind me. They were slow and steady
footsteps, but I knew them too well. The blood rushed to my head and
back to my heart. I looked up and around. Where was I? Where? Where?
I was in a little court, surrounded by low, white-washed walls. Before
me there was an inner compartment roofed by a rude dome. From the apex
of this dome there floated a tiny white flag. I was in a saint's house.
In the confusion of my mind, and the agonizing disarray of all my
senses, I had stumbled into the sacred place unawares.
The footsteps came nearer. They seemed to be sounding on the back of my
neck. I struggled forward a few paces. By a last mechanical resource of
despair I tried to conceal myself in the inner chamber. I was too late.
A face appeared in the opening at which I had entered. It was Larby's
face, contracted into a grimacing expression.
I read the thought of the man's face as by a flash of light. "Good,
Sidi, good! You have done my work as well as my master's. You are a dead
man; no one will know, and I need never to lift my hand to you."
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