“Oh! Tony! Tony! cannot you read the truth? I love you, dear, I love
you! I never loved any creature in this world before I loved you. I did
not know that it was given to mortals to love so much! And my love has
opened my eyes! Sooner than injure you, whom I would die to save from
harm, I will separate myself from you! I will give you up! I will live
my lonely life without you, I _could_ do that, but I can never, never
consent to sap your manhood and your brains, which do not belong to me
but to the world, and see you wither, like a poisoned plant, the leaves
of which lie discoloured and dead upon the garden path.”
Never in the course of their acquaintanceship had Harriet Brandt seemed
so sweet, so pathetic, so unselfish to Anthony Pennell as then. If he
had resolved not to resign her from the first, he did so a thousand
times more now. He threw his arms around her kneeling figure and
lowered his head until it lay upon the crown of her dusky hair.
“My darling! my darling! my own sweet girl!” he murmured, “our
destinies are interwoven for ever! No one and nothing shall come
between us! You cannot give me up unless you have my consent to doing
so. I hold your sacred promise to become my wife, and I shall not
release you from it!”
“But if I harmed you?” she said fearfully.
“I do not believe in the possibility of your harming me,” he replied,
“but if I am to die, which is what I suppose you mean, I claim my right
to die in your arms. But whenever it happens, you will have neither
hastened, nor retarded it!”
“Oh! if I could only think so!” she murmured.
“You must! Why cannot you trust my judgment as much as that of Madame
Gobelli or old Phillips--a couple of mischief-makers. And now, Hally,
when shall it be?”
“When shall ‘what’ be?” she whispered.
“You know what I mean as well as I do! When shall we be married? We
have no one to consult but ourselves! I am my own master and you are
alone in the world! These things are very easily managed, you know. I
have but to go to Doctors’ Commons for a special license to enable us
to be married at a registrar’s office to-morrow. Shall it be to-morrow,
love?”
“Oh! no! no! I could not make up my mind so soon!”
“But why not? Would you live in this dull hotel all by yourself, Hally?”
“I do not know! I am so very unhappy! Leave me, Anthony, for God’s
sake, leave me, whilst there is time! You do not know the risk you may
be running by remaining by my side! How can I consent to let you, whom
I love like my very life, run any risk for my sake! Oh! I love you--I
love you!” cried the impassioned girl, as she clung tightly to him.
“You are my lord and master and my king, and I will never, _never_ be
so selfish as to harm you for the sake of my own gratification. You
must go away--put the seas between us--never see me, never write or
speak to me more--only save yourself, my beloved, save yourself!”
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