How stiff it felt! My God! what was the matter? Could he have fainted?
She leapt from the bed, and running to her husband’s side, pulled down
the bedclothes again and placed her hand upon his heart. The body was
cold--cold and still all over! His eyes were glazed and dull. His
mouth was slightly open. In one awful moment she knew the truth. Tony
was--_dead_!
She stood for some moments--some hours--some months--she could not
have reckoned the time, silent and motionless, trying to realise what
had occurred. Then--as it came upon her, like a resistless flood which
she could not stem, nor escape, Harriet gave one fearful shriek which
brought the servants hurrying upstairs to know what could be the
matter.
“I have killed my husband--I have killed him--it was I myself who did
it!” was all that she would say.
Of course they did not believe her. They accepted the unmeaning words
as part of their mistress’s frenzy at her sudden and unexpected loss.
They saw what had happened, and they ran breathlessly for a doctor, who
confirmed their worst fears--the Signor was dead!
The old palazzo became like a disturbed ant-hill. The servants ran
hither and thither, unknowing how to act, whilst the mistress sat by
the bedside with staring, tearless eyes, holding the hand of her dead
husband. But there were a dozen things to be done--half a hundred
orders to be issued. Death in Florence is quickly followed by burial.
The law does not permit a mourner to lament his Dead for more than
four-and-twenty hours.
But the signora would give no orders for the funeral nor answer any
questions put to her! She had no friends in Florence--for ought they
knew, she had no money--what were they to do? At last one of them
thought of the neighbouring Convent of the Annunciation and ran to
implore one of the good sisters to come to their mistress in her
extremity.
Shortly afterwards, Sister Angelica entered the bedroom where Harriet
sat murmuring at intervals, “It is _I_ who have killed him,” and
attempted to administer comfort to the young mourner. But her words
and prayers had no effect upon Harriet. Her brain could hold but one
idea--she had killed Tony! Doctor Phillips was right--it was she who
had killed Margaret Pullen’s baby and Bobby Bates, and to look further
back, little Caroline, and now--now, her Tony! the light of her life,
the passion of her being, the essence of all her joy--her hope for
this world and the next. She had killed him--_she_, who worshipped
him, whose pride was bound up in him, who was to have helped him and
comforted him and waited on him all his life--she had killed him!
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