Arab Americans -- Fiction; Immigrants -- New York (State) -- New York -- Fiction
"The power of the soul is doubled by the object of its love,
or by such labor of love as it undertakes. But, here I am,
with no work and nobody I can love; nay, chained to a task
which I now abominate. If a labor of love doubles the power of
the soul, a labor of hate, to use an antonym term, warps it,
poisons it, destroys it. Is it not a shame that in this great
Country,--this Circe with her golden horns of plenty,--one can
not as much as keep his blood in circulation without damning
the currents of one's soul? O America, equally hated and
beloved of Khalid, O Mother of prosperity and spiritual
misery, the time will come when you shall see that your gold
is but pinchbeck, your gilt-edge bonds but death decrees, and
your god of wealth a carcase enthroned upon a dung-hill. But
you can not see this now; for you are yet in the false dawn,
floundering tumultuously, worshipping your mammoth carcase on
a dung-hill--and devouring your spiritual children. Yes,
America is now in the false dawn, and as sure as America
lives, the true dawn must follow.
"Pardon, Shakib. I did not mean to end my letter in a rhapsody.
But I am so wrought, so broken in body, so inflamed in spirit. I
hope to see you soon. No, I hope to see myself with you on board
of a Transatlantic steamer."
And is not Khalid, like his spiritual Mother, floundering, too, in the
false dawn of life? His love of Nature, which was spontaneous and
free, is it not likely to become formal and scientific? His love of
Country, which begins tremulously, fervently in the woods and streams,
is it not likely to end in Nephelococcygia? His determination to work,
which was rudely shaken at a push-cart, is it not become again a
determination to loaf? And now, that he has a little money laid up,
has he not the right to seek in this world the cheapest and most
suitable place for loafing? And where, if not in the Lebanon hills,
"in which it seemed always afternoon," can he rejoin the Lotus-Eaters
of the East? This man of visions, this fantastic, rhapsodical--but we
must not be hard upon him. Remember, good Reader, the poker which he
would thrust down his windpipe to broaden it a little. With asthmatic
fits and tuberous infiltrations, one is permitted to commune with any
of Allah's ministers of grace or spirits of Juhannam. And that divine
spark of primal, paradisical love, which is rapidly devouring all
others--let us not forget that. Ay, we mean his cousin Najma. Of
course, he speaks, too, of his nation, his people, awaking, lisping,
beginning to speak, waiting for him, the chosen Voice! Which reminds
us of how he was described to us by the hasheesh-smokers of Cairo.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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