Arab Americans -- Fiction; Immigrants -- New York (State) -- New York -- Fiction
"No," says Khalid; "we can not live here, O my Heart, after we are
formally married. The curse in my breast I must not let you share, and
only when I am rid of it am I actually your husband. By the life of
this blessed night, by the light of these stars, I am inalterably
resolved on this, and I shall abide by my resolution. We must leave
Baalbek as soon as the religious formalities are done. And I wish your
father would have them performed under his roof. That is as good as
going to Church to be the central figures of the mummery of priests.
But be this as You will. Whether in Church or at home, whether by your
father or by gibbering Levites the ceremony is performed, we must hie
us to the desert after it is done. I shall hire the camels and prepare
the necessary set-out for the wayfare a day or two ahead. No, I must
not be a burden to you, my Heart. I must be able to work for you as
for myself. And Allah alone, through the ministration of his great
Handmaid Nature, can cure me and enable me to share with you the joys
of life. No, not before I am cured, can I give you my whole self, can
I call myself your husband. Into the desert, therefore, to some oasis
in its very heart, we shall ride, and there crouch our camels and
establish ourselves as husbandmen. I shall even build you a little
home like your own. And you will be to me an aura of health, which I
shall breathe with the desert air, and the evening breeze. Yes, our
love shall dwell in a palace of health, not in a hovel of disease.
Meanwhile, we shall buy with what money I have a little patch of
ground which we shall cultivate together. And we shall own cattle and
drink camel milk. And we shall doze in the afternoon in the cool shade
of the palms, and in the evening, wrapt in our cloaks, we'll sleep on
the sands under the living stars. Yes, and Najma shall be the
harbinger of dawn to Khalid.--Out on that little farm in the oasis of
our desert, far from the world and the sanctified abominations of the
world, we shall live near to Allah a life of purest joy, of true
happiness. We shall never worry about the hopes of to-morrow and the
gone blessings of yesterday. We shall not, while labouring, dream of
rest, nor shall we give a thought to our tasks while drinking of the
cup of repose: each hour shall be to us an epitome of eternity. The
trials and troubles of each day shall go with the setting sun, never
to rise with him again. But I am unkind to speak of this. For your
glances banish care, and we shall ever be together. Ay, my Heart, and
when I take up the lute in the evening, you'll sing _mulayiah_ to me,
and the stars above us shall dance, and the desert breeze shall house
us in its whispers of love...."
And thus interminably, while Najma, understanding little of all this,
sits beside him on a fallen column in the Temple and punctuates his
words with assenting exclamations, with long eighs of joy and wonder.
"But we are not going to live in the desert all the time, are we?" she
asks.
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