The book of the ladies: Illustrious Dames: The Reign and Amours of the Bourbon RégimeBrantôme, Pierre de Bourdeille
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The book of the ladies: Illustrious Dames: The Reign and Amours of the Bourbon Régime
Brantôme, Pierre de Bourdeille
France -- Biography; France -- Court and courtiers; Queens; Women -- Biography
“I have to-day been combated for my religion and to make me receive the
consolation of heretics. You will hear from Bourgoing and others that I
have faithfully made protestation of my faith, in which I choose to die.
I requested to have you here, to make my confession and to receive my
sacrament; this has been cruelly refused to me, also the removal of my
body, and the power to freely make my will, or to write aught, except
through their hands. In default of that, I confess the grievousness of
my sins in general, as I had expected to make to you in particulars;
entreating you, in God’s name, to watch and pray with me this night for
the forgiveness of my sins, and to send me absolution and pardon for all
the offences which I have committed. I shall endeavour to see you in
their presence, as they have granted me; and if it is permitted I shall
ask pardon of you before them all. Advise me of the proper prayers to
use this night and to-morrow morning, for the time is short and I have
no leisure to write; I shall recommend you like the rest, and especially
that your benefices may be preserved and secured to you, and I shall
commend you to the king. I have no more leisure; advise me in writing of
all you think good for my salvation.”
That done, and having thus provided for the salvation of her soul before
all things else, she lost no time, though little remained to her (yet
long enough to have shaken the firmest constancy, but in her they saw no
fear of death, only much content to leave these earthly miseries), in
writing to our king, to the queen-mother, whom she honoured much, to
Monsieur and Madame de Guise, and other private persons, letters truly
very piteous, but all aiming to let them know that to her latest hour
she had not lost memory of friends; and also the contentment she
received in seeing herself delivered from so many woes by which for one
and twenty years she had been crushed; also she sent presents to all, of
a value and price in keeping with a poor, unfortunate, and captive
queen.
After this, she summoned her household, from the highest to the lowest,
and opened her coffers to see how much money remained to her; this she
divided to each according to the service she had had from them; and to
her women she gave what remained to her of rings, arrows, headgear, and
accoutrements; telling them that it was with much regret she had no more
with which to reward them, but assuring them that her son would make up
for her deficiency; and she begged her _maître d’hôtel_ to say this to
her said son; to whom she sent her blessing, praying him not to avenge
her death, leaving all to God to order according to His holy will. Then
she bade them farewell without a tear; on the contrary she consoled
them, saying they must not weep to see her on the point of blessedness
in exchange for all the sorrows she had had. After which she sent them
from her chamber, except her women.
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