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What a shock was it then to L'Estrange, as he entered the library, to
see the man whom he had ever beheld as the type of till that was happy
and healthful and prosperous, haggard and careworn, his hand tremulous,
and his manner abrupt and uncertain, with a certain furtive dread at
moments, followed by outbursts of passionate defiance, as though he were
addressing himself to others besides him who was then before him.
Though on terms of cordial intimacy with the curate, and always
accustomed to call him by his name, he received him as he entered the
room with a cold and formal politeness, apologized for having taken the
liberty to send after and recall him, and ceremoniously requested him to
be seated.
“We were sorry you and Miss L'Estrange could not join the picnic
to-day,” said Bramleigh; “though, to be sure, it is scarcely the season
yet for such diversions.”
L'Estrange felt the awkwardness of saying that they had not been
invited, and muttered something not very intelligible about the
uncertainty of the weather.
“I meant to have gone over myself,” said Bramleigh, hurriedly; “but all
these,”--and he swept his hand, as he spoke, through a mass of letters
on the table,--“all these have come since morning, and I am not half
through them yet. What 's that the moralist says about calling no man
happy till he dies? I often think one cannot speculate upon a pleasant
day till after the post-hour.”
“I know very little of either the pains or pleasures of the letter-bag.
I have almost no correspondence.”
“How I envy you!” cried he, fervently.
“I don't imagine that mine is a lot many would be found to envy,” said
L'Estrange, with a gentle smile.
“The old story, of course. 'Qui fit, Maecenas, ut Nemo'--I forget my
Horace--'ut Nemo; how does it go?”
“Yes, sir. But I never said I was discontented with my lot in my life. I
only remarked that I did n't think that others would envy it.”
“I have it,--I have it,” continued Bramleigh, following out his
own train of thought,--“I have it. 'Ut Nemo, quam sibi sortem sit
coutentus.' It's a matter of thirty odd years since I saw that passage,
L'Estrange, and I can't imagine what could have brought it so forcibly
before me to-day.”
“Certainly it could not have been any application to yourself,” said
the curate, politely.
“How do you mean, sir?” cried Bramleigh, almost fiercely. “How do you
mean?”
“I mean, sir, that few men have less cause for discontent with
fortune.”
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