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“I was quite prepared for all this. I think I saw the reaction beginning
as you signed the paper.”
“No, there you wrong me, Philip. I wrote boldly, like a man who felt
that he was making a great resolve, and could stand by it. You 'll never
guess when what you have called 'the reaction' set in.”
“I am curious to know when that was.”
“I 'll tell you. You remember our visit to Castello. You thought it
a strange caprice of mine to ask the lawyer whether, now that all
was finally settled between us, I might be permitted to see the
house--which, as the family had left, could be done without any
unpleasantness. I believe my request amused _him_ as much as it did
_you_; he thought it a strange caprice, but he saw no reason to
refuse it, and I saw he smiled as he sat down to write the note to the
housekeeper. I have no doubt that he thought, 'It is a gambler's whim;'
he wants to see the stake he played for, and what he might perhaps have
won had he had courage to play out the game.' _You_ certainly took that
view of it.”
The other muttered something like a half assent, and the former speaker
continued, “And you were both of you wrong. I wanted to see the finished
picture of which I possessed the sketch--the beautiful Flora--whose
original was my grandmother. I cannot tell you the intense longing I had
to see the features that pertained to one who belonged to me; a man must
be as utterly desolate as I am, to comprehend the craving I felt to have
something--anything that might stand to me in place of family. It was
this led me to Castello, and it was this that made me, when I crossed
the threshold, indifferent to all the splendors of the place, and only
occupied with one thought, one wish--to see the fresco in the Octagon
Tower--poor old Giacomo's great work--the picture of his beautiful
daughter. And was she not beautiful? I ask you, Philip, had Raphael
himself ever such a model for sweetness of expression? Come, come. You
were just as wild as myself in your enthusiasm as you stood before her;
and it was only by a silly jest that you could repress the agitation you
were so ashamed of.”
“I remember I told you that the family had terribly degenerated since
her day.”
“And yet you tried to trace a likeness between us.”
“You won't say that I succeeded,” said he, with a laugh.
“It was then as I stood there gazing on her, thinking of her sad story,
that I bethought me what an ignoble part it was I played to compromise
the rights that she had won, and how unworthy I was to be the descendant
of the beautiful Enrichetta.”
“You are about the only man I ever met who was in love with his
grandmother.”
“Call it how you like, her lovely face has never left me since I saw it
there.”
“And yet your regret implies that you are only sorry not to have made a
better bargain.”
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