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“What I want to say is this, then,” said he, approaching where she
stood, and leaning one arm on the chimney close to where her own arm was
resting; “I wanted to tell--no, I wanted to ask you if the old relations
between us are to be considered as bygone,--if I am to go away from
this to-day believing that all I have ever said to you, all that you
heard--for you _did_ hear me, Julia--”
“Julia!” repeated she, in mock amazement. “What liberty is this, sir?”
and she almost laughed out as she spoke.
“I knew well how it would be,” said he, angrily. “There is a heartless
levity in your nature that nothing represses. I asked you to be serious
for one brief instant.”
“And you shall find that I can,” said she, quickly. “If I have not been
more so hitherto, it has been in mercy to yourself.”
“In mercy to me? To me! What do you mean?”
“Simply this. You came here to give me a lesson this morning. But it
was at your sister's suggestion. It was her criticism that prompted you
to the task. I read it all. I saw how ill prepared you were. You have
mistaken some things, forgotten others; and, in fact, you showed me
that you were far more anxious I should exculpate myself than that you
yourself should be the victor. It was for this reason that I was really
annoyed,--seriously annoyed, at what you said to me; and I called in
what you are so polite as to style my 'levity' to help me through my
difficulty. Now, however, you have made me serious enough; and it is in
this mood I say, Don't charge yourself another time with such a mission.
Reprove whatever you like, but let it come from yourself. Don't think
light-heartedness--I 'll not say levity--bad in morals, because it may
be bad in taste. There's a lesson for you, sir.” And she held out her
hand as if in reconciliation.
“But you have n't answered my question, Julia,” said he, tremulously.
“And what was your question?”
“I asked you if the past--if all that had taken place between us--was to
be now forgotten?”
“I declare here is George,” said she, bounding towards the window and
opening it. “What a splendid fish, George! Did you take it yourself?”
“Yes, and he cost me the top joint of my rod; and I'd have lost him
after all if Lafferty had not waded out and landed him. I 'm between two
minds, Julia, whether I 'll send him up to the Bramleighs.”
She put her finger to her lip to impose caution, and said, “The
admiral,”--the nickname by which Jack was known--“is here.”
“All right,” replied L'Estrange. “We'll try and keep him for dinner,
and eat the fish at home.” He entered as he spoke. “Where 's Jack. Did
n't you say he was here?”
“So he was when I spoke. He must have slipped away without my seeing
it. He is really gone.”
“I hear he is gazetted; appointed to some ship on a foreign station. Did
he tell you of it?”
“Not a word. Indeed, he had little time, for we did nothing but squabble
since he came in.”
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