At first, however, she failed to grasp the import of the altercation.
And when in time she understood its trend, it was with incredulity,
resentment, and a dawning dread lest a worse thing might yet befall
her, worse by far than aught that had gone before. But to be deprived
of his protection, to feel herself forcibly restrained from the shelter
of his generous care--!
A moment gone she had been so sure that all would now be well with her,
once Maitland succeeded in ridding himself of the police. He would shut
that door and----and then she would come forth and tell him, tell him
everything, and, withholding naught that damned her in her own esteem,
throw herself upon his mercy, bruised with penitence but serene in the
assurance that he would prove kind.
She had such faith in his tender and gentle kindness now.... She had
divined so clearly the motive that had permitted Anisty's escape in
order that she might be saved, not alone from Anisty, not alone from
the shame of imprisonment, but from herself as well--from herself as
Maitland knew her. The burglar out of the way, by ruse, evasion, or
subterfuge she would be secreted from the prying of the police,
smuggled out of the house and taken to a place of safety, given a new
chance to redeem herself, to clean her hands of the mire of theft, to
become worthy of the womanhood that was hers....
But now--she thrust finger-nails cruelly into her soft palms, striving
to contain herself and keep her tongue from crying aloud to those three
brutal, blind men the truth: that she was guilty of the robbery, she
with Anisty; that Maitland was--Maitland: a word synonymous with "man
of honor."
In the beginning, indeed, all that restrained her from doing so was her
knowledge that Maitland would be more pained by her sacrifice than
gladdened or relieved. He was so sure of clearing himself.... It was
inconceivable to her that there could be men so stupid and crassly
unobservant as to be able to confuse the identity of the two men for a
single instant. What though they did resemble each other in form and
feature? The likeness went no deeper: below the surface, and rising
through it with every word and look and gesture, lay a world-wide gulf
of difference in every shade of thought, feeling, and instinct.
She herself could never again be deceived--no, never! Not for a second
could she mistake the one for the other.... What were they saying?
The turmoil of her indignation subsided as she listened, breathlessly,
to Maitland's story of his adventures; and the joy that leaped in her
for his frank mendacity in suppressing every incident that involved
her, was all but overpowering. She could have wept for sheer happiness;
and at a later time she would; but not now, when everything depended on
her maintaining the very silence of death.
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