The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. I.Spielhagen, Friedrich
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The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. I.
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
"Cruel one! I understand all now, I may say for the first time in my
life; and you--you yourself, your last letter--oh! that last letter!
When men are silent stones will talk; if after five long anxious days
the unhoped-for, unexpected meeting with the man she appeared to love,
only gives the proud Elsa matter for a humorous description of that
very meeting, poor Meta may dare to hope, does hope, and--loves! Yes,
she loves--loves him whom you scorn, whom you coldly turn your back
upon because the skirts of a princess have touched yours! You will say
that this is pity--not love! But are not pity and love twin sisters!
Yes, I have suffered with him, I still suffer with him; I see his
honest blue eyes swimming with tears, I see those tears falling
persistently and slowly down the sunburnt cheeks into the curly beard;
but the last tear--the very last--before it vanishes in the clouds of
tender melancholy, I will myself wipe away--yes, I! I have made up my
mind. To-morrow morning papa shall have the horses put to--to-morrow
evening you will see the face of one who pities you but is determined
not to spare you the indignant countenance of his avenger and of your
too happy
"Meta."
The second letter was as follows:
"You will not see it! Beloved, adored Elsa, forgive me! now in the
depth of night, when all is still, so still that I can hear the blood
coursing through my temples, and I start if our Castor barks in the
courtyard; if an apple, which I had forgotten, or which I could not
reach, rustles through the dry leaves of the tree in front of my window
and falls to the ground--they still look wonderful, but are all
rotten--now, only when I read your letter for the second time, do I
understand it, and perceive the earnest, sorrowful tone that pierces
through the hollow ring of your mirth. One word has made all clear to
me; one single, deep, heartfelt word, so deep and so heartfelt as can
come only from the heart and the pen of my Elsa. You write: 'He walked
up the gallery, the Princess spoke to me very graciously, as was
apparent from her smiles and the kind tone of her soft voice; but I
confess, to my shame, that her first words were Hebrew to me.' To your
shame?--Elsa--Elsa! to mine, to my deepest, most heart-rending shame!
Oh, heavens! what does not lie under that one word 'Hebrew!' Your
grief, your sorrow, your penitence, your love! Well, then, love him! I
resign him; I must do so! and my visit to you also. Papa cannot, as it
happens, let me have the horses to-morrow, because he must send his fat
sheep to Prora, and mamma wants to make plum-jam. Let me weep and sob
out my sorrow in solitude and plum-jam, and keep a little love for your
too unhappy
"Meta."
"What absurd nonsense!" said Elsa.
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