The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. I.Spielhagen, Friedrich
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The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. I.
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
Elsa thought over all this while again walking in her favourite haunt
in the garden; she was too much excited to undertake any of her usual
occupations. Perhaps Ottomar would come into the garden too; or she
might call him when he left his father's room, the door of which she
could see through the open door of the dining-room.
He stayed long, as it seemed to her impatience. Perhaps he was
answering the letter at his father's table; but at last he emerged,
buttoning his uniform, and came into the garden; he had no doubt seen
her in the walk under the trees.
He had not observed her. With head bare and eyes cast down, still
fingering the buttons of his coat, he came slowly towards her. His
handsome face was dark as night, in spite of the bright sunlight which
shone upon it; Elsa saw how his lips trembled and quivered.
"In heaven's name! what is the matter, Ottomar?"
"How you startled me!"
"And you me still more! What has happened, Ottomar? I implore you to
tell me! Is it the letter?--a challenge?"
"Or a sentence of death, perhaps? Nothing of importance--a registered
letter which my father received for me."
"An unimportant letter--registered! But if it is not the letter, it is
what has for so long worried and absorbed you. How do matters stand
between you and Carla, Ottomar!"
"Between me and Carla? What an extraordinary question! How should
matters stand between oneself and a lady to whom one will shortly be
betrothed?"
"Ottomar, look me in the face. You do not love Carla!"
Ottomar tried to meet her glance, but was not quite successful. "You
are silly," he said, with an embarrassed smile; "those are girlish
fancies."
"And is not Carla a girl? And do you not think that she has fancies
too?--that she has pictured to herself the happiness that she hopes for
at your side?--that for her, as for every other girl, this happiness
can only exist with love, and that she, that you both will be unhappy
if this love is absent on one side or the other, or on both? Do you not
believe this?"
"I do not believe a word of it," said Ottomar.
He looked at his sister now and smiled; but his eyes were fixed and
hard, and his sad yet ironical smile cut Elsa to the heart.
"And yet?" she said sadly.
"And yet! Look here, my dear child; the matter is very simple. I
require for my own expenses, and to pay off the debts that I was
obliged to incur before I came into the enjoyment of my fortune this
spring, ten thousand thalers a year. My income is, as you know, in
consequence of the absurdly small rents on the property, five thousand.
Carla has five thousand a year; the two together make ten thousand.
Therefore I mean to marry her, and the sooner the better."
"In order to pay your debts?"
"Simply in order to live; for this--this everlasting dependence, this
everlasting concealment about nothing at all--because everything is
known, after all--this--this----"
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