The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. I.Spielhagen, Friedrich
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The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. I.
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
"The weight of my name, of my credit! My dear Reinhold, you forget who
you are talking to! Am I Bismarck? Am I the Chancellor and President of
the Council? Do all sit in breathless silence when I rise to speak? Do
all tremble when I frown? Do all shrink when I raise my voice? Do all
give way when I threaten to desert them? Is there an army at my back if
I stamp my foot? Bah! my name is Schmidt, and there is an end of it."
"No, no, uncle!" exclaimed Reinhold, "there is not an end of it; you
have only shown that we must do in small matters what he does in great
ones. Even the great Bismarck knows how to trim his sails and tack when
it is necessary, and does it very skilfully so far as I can understand.
We must take example even from our enemies. It sounds hard, I know, and
is a bitter pill; but when you come home, as you probably will do,
angry and wrathful, we will sit down to dinner, and I will help you
manfully to wash down your anger and wrath in an extra bottle or two."
Uncle Ernst did not answer at once; he walked up and down the room with
his head down, sunk in deep thought, his hands behind his back,
occasionally stroking his grey beard, or passing a hand through his
bushy hair. At length he shook his head several times, stood still and
said:
"I cannot do it; I cannot give in without giving myself up, without
ceasing to be what I am. But why not? I no longer suit this world any
more than it suits me. Neither of us loses anything in the other--on
the contrary, he who succeeds to my place will know better what should
be done or left undone, in order to live in peace with the world. Will
you be that other, Reinhold?"
"I?" exclaimed Reinhold, astonished,
"You! You are a true Schmidt, and have been so shaken and tossed about
by the waves, that it must be a hard blow that you cannot stand up
against. You learnt something in your youth, and since then have been
out in the world, and you probably see things from a clearer point of
view than we who have always remained at home and have by degrees lost
our clearsightedness. You are tied to no past, to no scheme of life by
which you must stand or fall, but may, on the contrary, start on an
entirely fresh one, according to your own judgment and the light in
which matters appear to you; and then the reason why I would choose you
before all others for my successor is----"
Uncle Ernst broke off, like a man who has still got the most difficult
thing to say, and can only gather strength for it by a deep breath.
"Is that you are dear to me, Reinhold, and--and--I believe that you
have a little love for me, and that is more than I can say of any one
else in the world."
He had walked to the window and stood there. Reinhold followed him and
laid his hand on his shoulder.
"Dear uncle----"
Uncle Ernst did not move.
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