The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. I.Spielhagen, Friedrich
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The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. I.
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
"No, no," said she, "not as true! He cannot be, for he is an artist; so
he can have but one guiding star--his Ideal--that he must look up to
and follow, as the kings followed the star in the East, which going
before them stopped at Bethlehem over the house in which the Saviour
was laid in a manger; but beyond that he must be free, free as the
birds in the branches overhead, free to come and go, free to flit and
flutter and sing to his heart's content."
They had reached the end of the railing. Before them stood the house in
which Cilli lived. She rested the tips of her fingers upon the iron
pillars which ended the railing, and raised her face with a strange
dreamy expression on it.
"I often wish I were an artist," said she; "but I should like better
still to be a sailor. Sometimes I have wonderful dreams, and then I fly
over the earth on wide-spread wings. Below me I see green meadows and
dark forests, and corn-fields waving their golden grain; silver
streamlets wander down the hill-sides and mingle their waters in the
broad rivers which glitter in the light of the sun as it sinks to the
horizon. And as it sinks, and the waters, with the church spires
reflected in them, take a rosy hue, a terrible anguish overwhelms me,
as I feel that it will sink before I can see it--this sun which I have
never seen, of which all I know is that it is above all things
beautiful and great and glorious. And when the sun is so low that in
another moment it must disappear, there lies before me, boundless,
illimitable, the great ocean! It is impossible to describe what I feel
then, but I fancy it must be what the dead feel when they rise to
everlasting joy, or what great and good men feel when they have done
the deed which renders them immortal."
A couple of swallows flitted chirping through the air. The blind girl
raised her sightless eyes.
"They come over the sea, but I cannot, I never can get beyond the
shore, never beyond the shore!"
For the first time a shadow came over the charming face that was
uplifted to Reinhold, but the next moment it was once more lighted up
by the bright, child-like smile.
"I am very ungrateful," said she, "am I not? How many people never see
the sea even in their dreams as I do, and did only last night! Justus
passed our window--we always have lights very late--and he called out
that you had arrived, and were so nice and pleasant, and had told so
many wonderful things about your long voyages. You must tell me about
them. Will you?"
She stretched out her hand to him again.
"Indeed I will," cried Reinhold. "I am only afraid that your dreams are
more, immeasurably more, beautiful than anything I can tell you about."
The blind girl shook her head.
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