The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. II.Spielhagen, Friedrich
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The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. II.
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
"No, indeed," said Giraldi; "for two more opposite natures could hardly
be brought together. In the one, openly expressed, supreme satisfaction
with noble qualities which exist only in his imagination; in the other,
perpetual gnawing doubt of the admirable gifts which Nature has so
freely lavished upon him; in one, the miserable narrowness of a hard
heart divided between vanity and frivolity; in the other, an overflow
of love, falling into despair because all its blossoms do not ripen."
Ottomar looked up, startled. Who was this man whom he now saw for the
first time, and who read his inmost heart as if it had been an open
book; who at the first moment of meeting not only could, but dared to
say this, as quietly as if it were a matter of course, as if it were
not worth while to respect the miserable fetters of social
conventionalism even for a moment; as if he could wave them away with a
single movement of the slender, white hand?
He looked into the black eyes as if asking for an explanation, and as
he did so there crossed his mind the recollection, of a woodland pool
by which he had often played as a boy, and which was said to be
unfathomable.
"I have surprised you," said Giraldi. "I might perhaps make use of your
astonishment to appear to you--if only for a short time--in a
mysterious light, and steal into your confidence by pretending to be in
possession of heaven knows what secrets of yours. But I am no
charlatan; I am not even the adventurer to whom you have come
half-unwillingly, half-curiously; I am only a man whose dearest hopes
and warmest wishes have been so long crushed and broken that he has
forgotten how to hope or wish, and that only one feeling is left to
him, that of pity for all sorrows wherever he may meet them, and
especially when the sorrow is so plainly expressed on a young man's
face, at a moment when other faces are beaming with joy and gladness.
And now, son of the man who is my enemy because he does not know me,
give me your hand and tell me that you are not offended at my freedom!"
He extended both hands with a fascinating gesture half of entreaty,
half of command, and Ottomar seized them with passionate eagerness. He
had suffered so much in the last few days, and had had no one whose
hand he could grasp, no one to whom he could unburden his overfull
heart! And now from the eloquent lips of this handsome, strong,
singular man came the first words of comfort! Were miracles possible
then--or, as the man himself said, did the miracle only consist in the
fact that one must be unhappy oneself to understand those who suffer?
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