The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. II.Spielhagen, Friedrich
General
The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. II.
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
"And Thou knowest it, Almighty God! Thou hast sent me Thy angel, in
token of Thy grace and mercy. I will trust in Thee faithfully. Thou
wilt not suffer that this tyrant shall destroy Thy beautiful world."
CHAPTER VI.
Autumn had come, and was boisterously asserting his authority; the
weather was dark and gloomy, even in Reinhold's eyes. "The gloomiest
and darkest I ever experienced," he said each morning to himself as the
same spectacle always presented itself when he opened his window: dark,
lowering clouds, trees swaying to and fro, from whose branches
blustering winds were stripping the brown leaves and whirling them
through the moist, foggy atmosphere across the roofs of the workshops,
which looked so drenched and miserable that one would only have
expected tombstones to be made there.
"And yet I have got through darker and gloomier days without losing
heart," philosophised Reinhold further; "it is not the weather out of
doors, it is that whichever way I turn I see people in need and
trouble, as if I were on board a ship that must sink shortly and could
do nothing to save it, but must sit with my hands before me, and look
on idly at the catastrophe."
Reinhold could do nothing; of that he had only too soon convinced
himself ever since that terrible morning when the General had come to
his room, and in the deepest agitation, which even his iron strength
could hardly master, had informed him of the conversation he had just
had with Herr Schmidt, and its miserable results.
"I made every advance to your uncle," said the General, "which was
possible to a man of honour. I offered to him and to your family the
reparation which, at least in the eyes of the world, would put
everything straight, and would secure to the young people the
possibility of that happiness which they have so recklessly pursued. If
they will find it in this way, God only knows, but that is their
affair, and must be theirs. What I feel about it, what hopes I bury
here, what a sacrifice I make of my personal convictions, is a matter
that lies between my God and me. May God guide your uncle's heart, that
he may put his trust in Him, as I do, in the inward conviction that our
own wisdom will not help us here. I have come to you, my dear Schmidt,
to say all this to you, not that I wish that you should try to
influence your uncle; according to my judgment of him, that would be
labour lost; but because I cannot endure the thought of being wrongly
judged by a man whom we all think so highly of, and who, besides, is
connected with me as a brother soldier, even if only for a short time."
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