The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. II.Spielhagen, Friedrich
General
The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. II.
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
"How! never!" said the General. "Surely I am not speaking to a
headstrong boy who breaks the toy that he no longer cares about, but to
an officer and a gentleman who is accustomed to keep his word
strictly."
Ottomar felt that he must give a reason, or at least the shadow of a
reason.
"I mean," he said, "that I cannot make up my mind to take a step in one
direction that would compel me to do wrong in another."
"I think I understand your position," said the General; "it is not an
agreeable one, but a man who pays attention in so many quarters should
be prepared for the consequences. I must, however, do you the justice
of admitting that I begin now to understand your behaviour to Fräulein
von Wallbach, and that I only find wanting in it that consistency to
which you have unfortunately never accustomed me on any point. In my
opinion it was your duty to draw back once for all, the instant that
your heart became seriously engaged in another direction. No doubt,
considering our intimate acquaintance with the Wallbachs, this would
have been extremely difficult and disagreeable, still a man may be
deceived in his feelings, and society accepts such changes of mind and
their practical consequences, provided everything is done at the right
time and in a proper manner. How you are now to draw back, without
bringing upon yourself and us the most serious embarrassment, I do not
know; I only know that it must be done. Or have you carried your
misconduct to its highest point and bound yourself here as you are
bound there?"
"I am bound to Fräulein von Wallbach by nothing that the whole world
has not seen; by no word that the whole world has not heard, or might
not have heard, and my feelings for her have been from the first as
undecided----"
"As your behaviour. Let us say no more about it, then; let us rather
face the situation into which you have brought yourself, and deduce the
consequences. The first is, that you have destroyed your diplomatic
career--you cannot appear at the Court of St. Petersburg or any other
court with a wife of low birth; the second, that you must exchange into
another regiment, as you would never see the last of the collisions and
rubs that must happen to you in your present regiment if you had a
Fräulein Schmidt for your wife; the third, that if the lady does not
bring you a fortune, or at least a very considerable addition to your
means, you will have for the future to live in a very different way
from what you have been hitherto accustomed to, and one which I fear
will not be in accordance with your tastes; the fourth consequence is,
that in forming this connection, were it as honourable in one sense as
I wish and hope it may be, you will, according to the literal words of
the will, lose all right to your inheritance. I mention this only in
order to put the whole matter clearly before you."
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