The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. II.Spielhagen, Friedrich
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The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. II.
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
Ottomar knew that his father had not said everything, that he had been
generously silent with regard to the five-and-twenty thousand thalers
which he had in the course of the last few years paid for his son's
debts, that is to say, all but a small remnant of his own property, and
that he could not soon repay his father the money as he had fully
intended to do; perhaps would never be able to repay it. His father
would then only have his pay, and later his pension, to depend upon,
and he had often spoken lately of retiring.
His eyes, which in his confusion had sought the ground, now turned
timidly towards his father, who, as before, slowly paced up and down
the room. Was it the light, or was it that he looked at him more
closely than usual? his father seemed to him aged by ten years, for the
first time he looked like an old man. With the feelings of respect and
affection that he had always entertained towards him were mixed a
sensation almost of pity; he would have liked to throw himself at his
feet, and clasping his knees, to cry: "Forgive me the sins I have
committed against you!" But he felt rooted to the spot; his limbs would
not obey him, or go the way he wished; his tongue seemed glued to the
roof of his mouth; he could utter nothing but: "You have still Elsa!"
The General had remained standing before the life-sized pictures of his
parents, which adorned one of the walls; an officer of rank in the
uniform worn in the war of liberation, and a lady, still young, in the
dress of that time, who strikingly resembled Elsa about the forehead
and eyes.
"Who knows?" said he.
He passed his hand over his forehead.
"It is late; two o'clock; and to-morrow will have its cares also. Will
you be so good as to extinguish the gas-light above you? Have you got a
light outside!"
"Yes, father."
"Good-night, then."
He had himself extinguished the lamp in front of the looking-glass and
taken up the other one. "You may go."
Ottomar longed to ask for his hand, but he dared not, and with a
good-night that sounded defiant, because he was ready to burst into
tears, he moved towards the door. His father stopped at the door of his
bedroom: "One thing more! I had forgotten to say that I reserve to
myself the right of taking the next step. As you have delayed so long
in taking the initiative, you will not refuse to grant me this favour.
I shall of course keep you _au courant_. I beg that you will meantime
take no step without my knowledge. We must at least act in concert, now
we have come to an understanding."
He said the last words with a sort of melancholy smile that cut Ottomar
to the heart. He could bear it no longer and rushed out of the room.
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