He looked aged and pinched, and entirely hopeless. Even after his heart
had quieted down and he lay still among his pillows, he gave no evidence
of his old fighting spirit. He lay with his eyes shut, relaxed and
passive. He had done his best, and he had failed. It was out of his
hands now, and in the hands of God. Once, as he lay there, he prayed. He
said that he had failed, and that now he was too old and weak to fight.
That God would have to take it on, and do the best He could. But he
added that if God did not save Dick and bring him back to happiness,
that he, David, was through.
Toward morning he wakened from a light sleep. The door into Lucy's room
was open and a dim light was burning beyond it. David called her, and by
her immediate response he knew she had not been sleeping.
“Yes, David,” she said, and came padding in in her bedroom slippers
and wadded dressing-gown, a tragic figure of apprehension, determinedly
smiling. “What do you want?”
“Sit down, Lucy.”
When she had done so he put out his hand, fumbling for hers. She was
touched and alarmed, for it was a long while since there had been any
open demonstration of affection between them. David was silent for a
time, absorbed in thought. Then:
“I'm not in very good shape, Lucy. I suppose you know that. This old
pump of mine has sprung a leak or something. I don't want you to worry
if anything happens. I've come to the time when I've got a good many
over there, and it will be like going home.”
Lucy nodded. Her chin quivered. She smoothed his hand, with its high
twisted veins.
“I know, David,” she said. “Mother and father, and Henry, and a good
many friends. But I need you, too. You're all I have, now that Dick--”
“That's why I called you. If I can get out there, I'll go. And I'll put
up a fight that will make them wish they'd never started anything. But
if I can't, if I--” She felt his fingers tighten on her hand. “If Hattie
Thorwald is still living, we'll put her on the stand. If I can't go,
for any reason, I want you to see that she is called. And you know where
Henry's statement is?”
“In your box, isn't it?”
“Yes. Have the statement read first, and then have her called to
corroborate it. Tell the story I have told you--or no, I'll dictate it
to you in the morning, and sign it before witnesses. Jake and Bill will
testify too.”
He felt easier in his mind after that. He had marshalled his forces and
begun his preparations for battle. He felt less apprehension now in case
he fell asleep, to waken among those he had loved long since and lost
awhile. After a few moments his eyes closed, and Lucy went back to her
bed and crawled into it.
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