American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
“Yes, we do, don’t we,” said Rose-Ann, comforted to find in this
complete candour of theirs an authentic superiority to the common
destiny of tragic and ridiculous mutual misunderstanding.
“We shall always be finding out new things about one another,” Felix
went on bravely. “That is what our marriage means—a knitting together of
our whole lives, a marrying of our memories.”
“And our hopes, too, Felix,” said Rose-Ann. “And a creating of something
new and beautiful—books, plays, poems.... But I forgot!” she laughed. “I
mustn’t talk about your literary works till you let me. Must talk about
something else!...
“Yes, Felix, we _are_ different. We can say things to each other that
ordinary lovers couldn’t. I wouldn’t have dared speak of my silly fears
to anybody but you.... And—you can tell me things.... What you wrote to
me, when I was home in Springfield, you remember, about that girl,
Felix—I loved you for it. A sonnet you read me last night reminded me of
her and you. I made you read it over twice—I didn’t tell you why. I
still remember the way it begins.” Softly she said the lines:
“_We needs must know that in the days to come
No child, that from our summer sprang, shall be...._
“It made me love you all the more to know you felt so about your boyish
love-affair—that you wanted to be married, that you really wanted your
girl-sweetheart to have a baby, hers and yours.... I’m glad it didn’t
happen that way, but I think you were a lovely, foolish, beautiful
boy-lover to want it....
“Of course,” she added, “artists shouldn’t have families to support....
They are children themselves.—Do you know why I want to get a job,
Felix? You mustn’t be angry at me—but if anything should happen, if you
should lose your place on the Chronicle, or if you should get to feel
that you need all your time for your writing, I would want to be able to
make enough money so you could go on with your own work. You don’t mind
my wanting that, do you, Felix? We’re not the conventional married
couple, the wife sitting at home doing nothing while the man goes out to
work every day! I want to be a real helpmeet—an artist’s wife, not an
ordinary wife.”
“You’re a darling,” said Felix. “But—” a little uncomfortably—“I guess I
can take care of myself; I shan’t need to be supported. Why don’t you go
ahead and be an artist yourself?”
“Oh, Felix, I can’t!...”
“Why not? What kind of artist do you want to be?”
“Something I can’t be, Felix. If I tell you, you’ll understand.... But
you won’t laugh at me?”
“Of course not, Rose-Ann.”
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