American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
“I was reading a book the other day,” said the old man, “about women in
the Middle Ages. It said that women often went into convents then, not
because they felt particularly religious, but because they wanted to
escape from the humdrum ways of ordinary life. A woman who went into a
convent might become—a scholar, a ruler, a politician, the peer of
princes! She could have friendships with distinguished men. She could
be, in a sense that her married sister wasn’t, free.... And I thought
how well all that applied to myself. If I had lived in a Catholic
country, I would probably have gone into a monastery, and written a
history of something. I did the next best thing, it seems to me now. I
went into a profession where nobody is expected to succeed. I escaped
from the bedevilment of business; I started out in business, you know,
and left it for the ministry. Now I can be a little odd, and nobody
minds very much. I am very fortunate, I think. The pulpit is a wonderful
refuge. For instance—do you like to drink?”
“No—not really,” Felix said.
“No, I thought not,” said the old gentleman. “But you have to. You will
have to consume your share of that enormous quantity of vile-tasting
medicine you are preparing for your guests. Now, I am free from any such
social necessity. It’s an enormous relief.”
Felix thought of his Eddie Silver parties in the past, and all the
parties he seemed committed to in the future—and it seemed to him that
Rose-Ann’s father was indeed very fortunate.
“I assume,” said the old man, “that you don’t particularly relish the
idea of this party, anyway?”
“No, to tell the truth, I don’t,” said Felix.
“Of course not. What sane human being would want to spend an evening
talking to forty people without saying anything to any of them? And yet
ordinary people are supposed to like that sort of thing.”
“Rose-Ann promises that this will be the last one of this kind.”
“Hold her to her promise, young man!” said Rose-Ann’s father. “And be
stern about it. Be ruthless. Rose-Ann,” he observed reflectively, “means
well. But after all, she’s a woman. And when you know as much about
women as I do, you will know that they are the natural ally of the world
against the human soul. Now I have always had my _sermon_ as an excuse
for getting out of everything I didn’t want to do. I always managed to
make the writing of that sermon last me nearly all week. I locked myself
in my study, and let the world rush past outside. In my study I could
read and dream and think; I could be by myself. Aren’t you going to
write a novel or something? A play, I believe it was Rose-Ann spoke of.”
“I’m—thinking about something of the sort,” said Felix. It was true, he
reflected, he had not been able to get any writing done lately! One
could not write with parties going on all the time....
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