American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
She told him one day the story of a “girl-goldsmith,” a figure that
seemed to have captured her imagination, in a book called “Klaus Hinrich
Bass,” by a German clergyman named Frenssen—a startling story to be
written by a clergyman, Felix thought; but, reflecting upon Rose-Ann’s
father, he remembered that he knew very little about clergymen after
all. It was the story of a girl who believed in the truth and goodness
of her instincts; Rose-Ann told it with such zest and poetic feeling
that he read it one afternoon, when she was away in the Park, for
himself; and he found that she had re-created it in her own imagination,
giving to Frenssen’s idyl of sweet and fearless love some motives and
meanings which it did not seem to him to possess as he read it in the
pages of the book; it was as if Rose-Ann knew some things about that
girl-goldsmith which Frenssen himself had not guessed.... And sometimes,
when Rose-Ann told some story she had read, and Felix asked her whose it
was, she pretended to have forgotten—and he wondered if it were not her
own. But he feared to demand the truth, lest the shy beginnings of
creative effort be frightened by his questioning.
It was strange sometimes to feel that she was entering the world of
dreams just as he was leaving it.
One hot July evening, when he wanted to work on his play, she insisted
on his coming outdoors with her. “You don’t want to work,” she said.
“You know it!”
“Isn’t that a good reason for working, perhaps?” he said. He had that
day had a note from Hawkins in New York, and Hawkins’s patient plodding
and prospective success were making him feel ashamed of his own
laziness.
She showed a touch of her old impatience. “Has it come to this!” she
said. “Felix, do you really think the way to be an artist is to do all
the things you don’t want to do? I wonder if you take our marriage in
the same spirit! Am I a duty, too?”
“Ridiculous child!” he said, and went out with her.
“We’re going to take a ride on the lagoon,” she said, and led him to the
landing place, where a little launch presently chugged up and discharged
its dozen passengers. Felix and Rose-Ann clambered in, and sat in the
bow. The other waiting people followed them, and the boat started slowly
out into the mysterious islanded waters, stabbing with its searchlight
into the warm thick darkness and revealing with that unearthly light,
here and there, some place of trees bending to dip their boughs into the
water—the edge of one of the islands around and past which they steered
slowly, turning and winding about until they seemed to be exploring a
vast islanded wilderness. The breeze stirred faintly the hair of their
bared heads. The others of the party appeared to be lovers happily
entranced with love and with the mysterious beauty of this realm which
it seemed could hardly exist in the confines of a mere park. No one
spoke, except in whispers.
“Life ought to be like this,” whispered Rose-Ann, taking his hand. “Not
arranged and planned!”
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