American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
Already Rose-Ann appeared to have forgotten that incident, as she sat,
flushed and happy, at the table with Felix and Clive in the gay
restaurant they had chosen. Or no, not forgotten it; for it might
perhaps be that very memory, even more than the occasion itself, which
made her so radiant—that secret, giving to a commonplace occasion a
special quality of romantic uniqueness!
So Felix, watching her, thought he read her mind. And he was perturbed.
She had enjoyed that fictitious renunciation. She had needed the taste,
as it were, of bitterness, to savour their happiness. She loved him; and
she had played with the idea of losing his love.... To have faced that
danger—yes, to have faced it, even more than to have come off
safely—intoxicated her. There was a new light in her eyes, a dancing
light of joyous and reckless courage, a new pride in the toss of her
head with its cluster of red-gold curls....
He felt that to her it was not enough to be happy; her happiness must be
snatched from the jaws of peril. She was grateful to him, not for being
in love with her after all—but for having given her occasion for a
moment to think otherwise!
A strange creature to have for a wife, he meditated, watching her. She
was more lovely tonight than she had ever been, he thought.... And by
what bond did he hold this strange and lovely creature by his side? Not
by the tie of any promise. She had made him no promises.... There was no
security in their relationship; she did not want security! She wanted
adventure; and so long as their marriage was an adventure—!
That was what they were celebrating—not the mere passage of one year of
a lifelong marriage, but the beginning of another year of rash
adventure.... And in what curious and fantastic ways would their love be
tested in that year to come? He wondered....
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“Have you heard about McQuish?” Clive was saying to Rose-Ann.
“No? What?” she asked.
“I told you,” said Felix, “that he had had a row with the Old Man over a
book review he wrote.”
“Oh, yes, so you did. And that he’s talking of leaving to write a
novel.”
“Chicago moves in a mysterious way its wonders to perform,” said Clive.
“Do you remember, Felix, when you came on the paper a year or so
ago?—McQuish was the Marvellous Boy, then. The Old Man was proud of him.
He could write whatever he liked.... And now the Old Man reads every
word he writes with a suspicious eye. They had this row last week; and
it’s the beginning of the end.... I know: I had my day a little earlier
than McQuish; now it’s all I can do to get along. That’s what happens to
young intellectuals in Chicago. They are fed up on praise and petting
for a year or two; and then they get thrown out on their necks. And a
darn good thing, too! Otherwise we would stay here and write fiddling
things for the daily papers all our lives. But now McQuish will quit and
write a novel; and if I have any sense, I will do the same.”
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