American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
They cooked and ate and slept and kissed and bathed in the lake, and lay
idly on the sand. They did not discuss anything all week long. And when
the end came, and it was time to begin the miles-long walk back to the
nearest street-car line, they stood looking back lingeringly at the
peace they were leaving behind.
“It would be nice to have a house here,” said Rose-Ann.
“Yes,...” said Felix.
“Only—the lake and the sand are sort of wasted, without children to
enjoy them.”
A burning flash of memory lighted Felix’s mind, and he saw himself and
Rose-Ann, the summer before, walking in a park under great trees that
lifted their shivering glooms to the sky.... “Everything is all right
now,” she had said—now that they were to have no child....
He felt, again, forces that he did not understand hurling themselves on
his heart, crushing and stunning it.... He looked at her, questioning
her with his eyes.
“I hope,” she was saying, “that Clive and Phyllis make up again—soon. We
_are_ rather dull without them, aren’t we?”
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XLVI. The Rehearsal
1
COMING back to town, Felix forced himself to ask for another raise in
salary. It was less because he needed the money than because he wanted
to assure himself that he really was what he was supposed to be—a person
of some importance. He got his raise—one which made his pay now
commensurate with his position as dramatic critic of a great newspaper.
And the same week he received word that the Artists’ Theatre had
accepted his play, “The Dryad.” It was to be presented on the opening
bill, along with Schnitzler and Wedekind!
The acceptance of this play, taken in conjunction with such a realistic
fact as his raise in salary, seemed to mean something; he wanted to
believe that it did—but he was rather afraid to believe it. Instead, he
began to tell himself that in sober truth it meant nothing at all.
He went to see Gregory Storm, the director, and was urged to attend the
rehearsals. “At all events,” he said to himself, “I can look on and
learn something practical about the mechanics of the theatre.”
2
Rose-Ann refused to accompany him to the rehearsal. “You are getting
into a terrible habit of having me on your mind whenever I’m around,”
she said. “I’ve noticed it when you write; I bother you. I’d rather stay
away. Besides, if I went, I should want to be in it myself!”
He went alone, reflecting that what Rose-Ann had said was true. If she
were in the room he was more selfconscious, by reason of being so
conscious of her. He must get over it....
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