American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
Rose-Ann had composed her letter with difficulty. At the last moment,
interfering with a perfectly clear statement of the case to him, had
come a distaste for proposing herself as any man’s mistress—even her
husband’s.... She must put it in such a way that he would understand her
willingness. He would understand, too, why she had failed before. It was
her apologia.... And if they lived apart, and—didn’t want to have other
love-affairs, then they would both be sure that it wasn’t her fault.
Doubtless she had been rather silly about it. He hadn’t really been in
love with Phyllis....
It would be possible to go back to him, now. By that letter she had
exorcised that ghastly cry that had kept ringing in her ears, night and
day—“_You didn’t mean it after all!_” She could sleep, now.
She slept.... But why didn’t his answer come? The mails were uncertain.
His letter might be in the post-office now. It would be delivered
tomorrow morning.
She packed for her return journey, and slept again, peacefully.
His letter came, and her father presented it to her with his wise smile.
She took it to her room and tore it open.
_Rose-Ann, I think it had better be all over for good. I want
you to have the studio. I will go somewhere else._
_Felix._
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Incredulous, with that letter burning her flesh, tearing and rasping at
her heart where she had thrust it into the bosom of her dress, she made
the journey to Chicago.
“_All over ... all over ... all over...._” She could not understand it.
Felix was not in the studio. She called him up at the office. He was not
there.
Was he with Phyllis?
She waited. Three days.
“Well,” she said aloud to the empty studio. “It’s true. It is all over.”
She went back to the Motion Picture World, gave some explanation of her
absence, and started in making up the magazine.
“You know,” said Bodger, the editor, “we’re considering moving out to
California in the course of the next few months. Los Angeles. Might as
well be on the spot.... I don’t suppose you’d consider coming along with
us?”
“Oh, I might!” said Rose-Ann.
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LIV. The God and the Pedestal
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FOR some hours after sending his reply to Rose-Ann, Felix kept his mind
steeled against any realization of its consequences. He was in a
peculiar state of righteousness—like one who has struck a fatal blow and
keeps insisting that he has been struck first. To him, his letter to
Rose-Ann appeared but the reflex of her own—and she, as it were, the
author of both letters. Yes, the crime was hers!
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