American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
“Idle curiosity,” he said.
She puffed on her cigarette and scrutinized his face by the glow it made
in the dark.
“Something’s happened to you,” she said.
“Right,” he answered cheerfully.
“Want to tell me your troubles?” she asked indifferently.
“No,” he said. “I haven’t any troubles. I’ve ceased to have them. That’s
what’s happened to me.”
She laughed lightly. “So that’s it. Well, I’m glad you don’t want
sympathy. I was afraid you might.”
“You misjudged me,” he said. “Besides, if I had wanted sympathy, would I
have come to you?”
“No, I guess you do know me better than that.... Well, what _do_ you
want of me?”
“Nothing in particular of you,” he said. “I just want somebody to bum
around with tonight.”
She puffed on her cigarette again. “You don’t look at all
broken-hearted,” she said.
“Why should I look broken-hearted?”
“I hear all the theatre-gossip. I suppose it’s true?”
“Well, I don’t hear the theatre-gossip, so I don’t know whether it’s
true or not. Why should you care?”
“I don’t care. I’m just curious. You know, you’ve been looking worried
and unhappy ever since I first saw you—until now. At first I thought you
were worried about the play; but when it was a success you looked more
unhappy than ever. And now—well, the transformation is astonishing!”
“I can explain that.... You probably have in your rooms—”
“My room,” she corrected him. “A quite singular room, in every sense.”
“In your room, then, you probably have five or six copies of the
Rubaiyat, presented you by different youths....”
“Yes, all with a pencil mark beside the ‘Book of Verses’ verse. Go on.”
“Well, in that poem Omar boasts of ‘striking from the Calendar Unborn
Tomorrow and Dead Yesterday.’ I’ve just performed that same astronomical
feat.”
“I know just what you mean,” she said. “It’s—it’s like getting over a
headache, isn’t it?... I’m glad.... Well, let’s go on.”
She jumped up.
Out in the street he asked her, “How do you come to know so much about
it? When did you perform Omar’s astronomical feat?”
She laughed.
“I? Oh, fully twenty years ago—at the age of five!... You see, up to
that time I had been the only child—the reigning princess, in fact. And
then a little brother came along. People laugh about these things—but I
don’t think anything in later life can hurt worse than a childish
tragedy like that. To be considered the most wonderful being in all the
world, and then—pushed out of the way.... Well, I saw that my reign was
ended, that human beings were fickle, and that my heart would be broken
if I kept on caring. So I stopped—and I’ve never cared since. Not for a
single other living thing in all the world.”
“I see you are a person of great experience in—not caring. Twenty years
of it! Tell me, how does it work out?”
She stopped suddenly, pulling at his sleeve. “Look!” she said with
apparent irrelevance.
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