American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
“Good-bye, Bobbie Eulenspiegel.”
“I do like you.”
“I like you, too.”
They kissed again, and she went.
He turned back to his play.
4
Late that evening he finished the rough draft of his second act. That
was as far as he could go. He had put into his characters all he knew of
them. The rest of the play would wait. He put his manuscript away.
And as he put it away, the thoughts that it had shut out by its
dream-like presentment of them began painfully to crowd in upon him....
Elva had been right; not caring was only a mood with him—and it was
already over. She had predicted that it would last three hours. It had
lasted three days.
All the emotions that he had forgotten and escaped rushed in to hurt and
confuse him. His little moment of careless freedom was over.... Tomorrow
he would go back to the office and see if he still had a job.
And what had been his marriage ... it could not be ended like this. He
could not simply run away. They would have to meet and talk. Make
arrangements.... The obsequies of marriage....
The past and the present were back again on his calendar.
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LVIII. Rendezvous
1.
GOING back to the office the next morning, Felix had the sense of his
absence—so momentous to himself—not having been particularly
remarked.... True, there had been no new plays opening that week; and
the editorial page could get along without his assistance. But it was
strange to go back to the real world and find that it does not know you
have been away!... He worked all morning, distractedly, on a column for
the Saturday page, and arranged a layout of photographs of actors and
actresses.
He had glanced that morning into the busy editorial writers’ room, and
Clive had not been there. He had been assailed by a vague feeling of
self-reproach, as his imagination presented to him the possible meaning
of that absence. He had quite amazingly—it now seemed to him—left Clive
out of his considerations altogether. How all this might affect Clive
had simply not occurred to him.... They all of them had had a way of
treating each other as super-people. They had disdained the notion of
sparing each other’s feelings; they had not even been willing to admit
that they had feelings which might require to be spared!... But there
was no reason to believe that Clive, any more than himself, should come
out of this emotional earthquake unscathed.
At noon he went in to ask about his friend. But as soon as he entered,
Willie Smith looked up and said,
“Oh, here you are! Well, tell us what it’s all about!”
“What what’s about?” Felix asked, confused.
“Clive’s getting married. You know about it, don’t you? You don’t? Well,
I thought you’d know all about it!”
“Is he married?”
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