American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
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He pressed her hand, and remained silent. He had not dreamed of this....
“Isn’t that what we want, Felix?” she asked softly.
“I guess so,” he replied dully, looking away from her.... He knew he
ought to be grateful to her; but he was sad rather, with the wish that
he had had the courage to promise rash, mad, impossibly beautiful
things.
Instead, he was to give her—uncertainty, insecurity....
Did she understand?
“Do you remember,” he asked, staring outward as if into the darkness,
“what Garibaldi offered his soldiers? ‘_Danger and wounds_’”—
He paused. “That seems a queer sort of offer for a man to make to the
girl he loves,” he said grimly. “But, Rose-Ann—”
“I enlist,” she said softly.
They pressed each other’s hand, looking away from each other, silently
each in a separate world of dream. Then she smiled, coming back a little
bewildered to the world of immediate fact. “I must call that taxi,” she
said.
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XV. Pre-Nuptial
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THE streets outside were full of dirty melting snow, and there was a
cold drizzly rain falling.
“We still don’t know where we are going,” said Rose-Ann, as they stood
in the doorway, waiting for the taxi. “Isn’t it amusing? What are we
going to tell the driver?”
“City Hall, what else?” said Felix.
Rose-Ann shrugged her shoulders. “It’s an abode, a place of residence—a
home, if you like—some place to take you besides Community House or that
dreadful place that I’ve heard about on Canal Street: it’s that I’m
thinking of, rather than the legal process. It’s rather absurd, isn’t
it, that neither of us has anything resembling a home! We just _are_
vagabonds, that’s a fact.... And—somehow I don’t want to be married at
the City Hall and have a fat alderman offer to ‘kiss the bride.’ ... If
you don’t mind, I want some place to go where we can have a moment to
consider what to do. After all, even vagabonds have their self-respect
to take care of! Let’s not be rushed into an ugly and stupid performance
that has no significance or beauty for either of us. I want to have
something to say about the way I get married! And if there isn’t some
way of getting married that’s _our_ way, so that we don’t have to feel
like fools and cowards, why—” she finished in a mournful voice, “I think
I’d rather not be married at all.”
Felix patted her arm reassuringly. “That’s all right,” he said. “I know
what we’ll do. We’ll go to Clive’s place.”
“Clive Bangs? Up at Woods Point?”
“Yes.” And he told her of Clive’s invitation. “You needn’t worry, it’s
not a bachelor’s den, it’s a real house, with all the appurtenances
thereto appertaining, and a woman to come in to do the cooking. And
we’ll be married there. Clive will help us arrange it.”
The taxi had swung up beside the curb. Rose-Ann still hesitated a
moment, then said, “All right!” and climbed in.
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