American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
“You’re really rather conventional, at the bottom of your soul, aren’t
you?” Clive remarked thoughtfully.
“Of course I am. And so is everybody else. So are you, if you only knew
it.”
“Then,” said Clive, coolly, “why do you marry Rose-Ann? She isn’t. It
you want a conventional wife and conventional married happiness, why
don’t you marry some simple little country girl, and have a houseful of
babies? Why—”
There was a knock at the door.
“That’s my other witness,” said Clive, and hurried into the hall.
2
While Clive and the newcomer talked for a moment in the hall, Felix
stood frowning at the fire.... Clive, he felt, was becoming rather
exasperating. Really, the unquestioning enthusiasm of Mrs. Cowan was
preferable to such an inappropriately critical attitude as Clive’s.
There was something deliberately malicious in it. That last remark about
the “simple little country girl” was an attempt to shake his faith in
this marriage. It was a damned mean trick!... And then he laughed at
himself. For how could Clive possibly have guessed the effect of that
remark? How could he know what a crazy fool he was talking to? “A simple
country girl.” How could Clive know that there lurked in the back of
Felix’s mind an absurd and impossible wish—a wish, long-forgotten,
except in the most senseless of idle day-dreams, which these words of
Clive’s made him remember, with an inexplicable pang! A wish for
precisely what he ought never to have—. Marriage with the girl of that
foolish day-dream would be, for such a person as himself, the most
fantastic of tragedies: and it was doubtless its very impossibility that
had made him conceive it as a romantic ideal. And that houseful of
babies—for they too were a part of that foolish day-dream of his—why,
that was madness. In actuality, he would have fled from the prospect of
such a marriage. He really wanted—what he had so miraculously found in
Rose-Ann: a companionship in the adventure and beauty of life.... And in
an hour or two his choice would be confirmed—irrevocably. Marriage was
just that—a definite decision among tangled and contradictory wishes....
He turned to face the girl whom Clive had led into the room. For an
instant he was startled as by an apparition. Perhaps it was the effect
of Clive’s words—this young woman seemed the very creature of his
day-dreaming wish. Young, hardly more than nineteen, of slight but
robust figure, with soft brown hair, dark quiet eyes and a serene mouth,
she brought with her the fragrance of that fantasy which had only a
moment ago disquieted him. She had a bundle in her arms, and for an
instant the illusion was breathlessly complete—she was Rose-Ann’s
phantom rival come to him in visible sweet flesh, bearing his baby at
her bosom.
“The bridegroom!” Clive was saying. “The witness!—Miss Phyllis Nelson,
Mr. Felix Fay.”
She smiled imperturbably and held out her hand, her eyes meeting his.
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