American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
Felix looked at the fire. It needed rebuilding, and he would have to
chop some more kindling. He went down to the woodshed, and energetically
chopped up one stick. Then he paused, laid down the hatchet, and
commenced to whistle a plaintive, melancholy, tuneless tune. He picked
up his hatchet, ran his thumb over the edge, and laid it down again.
He was not thinking about chopping kindling. He was thinking about
Rose-Ann, there in the kitchen only a few feet away. What was she doing?
He could see her in imagination, ransacking Clive’s cupboards. He wished
he could see her in reality. He started to his feet impulsively, and
then sat down again.
He was annoyed with himself. Couldn’t he be separated from her for a few
minutes without wanting to tag after her? She would be surprised, and
perhaps annoyed, by his coming in. She would ask, “Have you got the fire
built? Well then, for heaven’s sake, go and build it, and leave me alone
to get you some breakfast!”
He could not confess to her how utterly indispensable her presence had
become to him.... Yesterday they had been two different and separate
persons—but they were so no longer. A quaint churchly phrase leaped into
his mind, a phrase that had never seemed real before: “these twain shall
be made one flesh.” He knew its truth now. Last night they had lain and
talked for hours of the things they were going to do—together. Together!
Their life henceforth had pictured itself to them as something enjoyed
always in common. They had not thought, last night, of ever being apart
again. But of course they would be apart—a great deal of the time. And
doubtless it was as well to begin now. There was no sense whatever to
this feeling of loneliness. He was going to have the rest of a lifetime
with Rose-Ann, and he certainly ought to be able to go off and chop a
little wood without her. No, he must not go to the kitchen to see what
she was doing! He must subdue this weakness—this absurd feeling of
helpless loneliness when he left her for a moment.
He raised his hatchet and brought it down sharply on the stick of wood.
The door opened, and there stood Rose-Ann, with an apron on, her cheeks
flushed.
“Hello!” he said, and laid down the hatchet.
“I just came to see what you were doing,” she said.
“Chopping a little kindling, that’s all,” he said.
“Oh,” she said. She continued to look at him with interest.
He took up the hatchet again, and split the stick with a few efficient
strokes. She looked about, up-ended a short log, and sat down, her hands
in her lap. Felix chopped another stick, and another, with a sense of
great peace and contentment. Chopping kindling had become very
interesting. He chopped on, under her gaze. He did not need to look up
at her. She was there with him; that was sufficient. He went on
chopping.
“Don’t you think that’s enough kindling now, Felix?” she asked at last,
hesitantly.
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