Historical fiction; Norway -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Women -- Norway -- Fiction
The prior, who dwelt in a house by himself northward of the church,
seemed to have no more will of his own than the Abbess’ writing reed or
her scourge. Sister Potentia looked after most things within the house;
and she thought most of keeping such order as she had seen in the
far-famed German convent where she had passed her noviciate. She had
been called Sigrid Ragnvaldsdatter before, but had taken a new name when
she took the habit of the order, for this was much the use in other
lands; it was she too who had thought of making the maidens, who were at
Nonneseter as pupils and for a time only, wear novice’s dress.
Sister Cecilia Baardsdatter was not as the other nuns. She went about
quietly, with downcast eyes, answered always gently and humbly, was
serving maid to all, did for choice all the roughest work, fasted much
more than she need—as much as Lady Groa would let her—and knelt by the
hour in the church after evensong or went thither before matins.
But one evening, after she had been all day at the beck with two lay
sisters washing clothes, she suddenly burst into a loud sobbing at the
supper table. She cast herself upon the stone floor, crept among the
Sisters on hands and knees, beat her breast, and with burning cheeks and
streaming tears begged them all to forgive her. She was the worst sinner
of them all—she had been hard as stone with pride all her days; pride,
and not meekness or thankfulness for Jesus’ redeeming death, had held
her up, when she had been tempted in the world; she had fled thither not
because she loved a man’s soul, but because she loved her own vain
glory. She had served her sisters out of pride, vanity had she drunken
from her water cup, self-righteousness had she spread thick upon her dry
bread, while the other Sisters were drinking their beer and eating their
bread-slices with butter.
Of all this Kristin understood no more than that not even Cecilia
Baardsdatter was truly godly at heart. An unlit tallow candle that has
hung from the roof and grown foul with soot and cobweb—to this she
herself likened her unloving chastity.
Lady Groa went herself and lifted up the sobbing woman. Sternly she
said, that for this disorder Cecilia should as a punishment move from
the Sisters’ dormitory into the Abbess’s own bed, and lie there till she
was free of this fever.
“And thereafter, Sister Cecilia, shall you sit in my seat for the space
of a week; we will seek counsel of you in spiritual things and give you
such honour for your godly life, that you may have your fill of the
homage of sinful mankind. Thus may you judge if it be worth so much
striving, and thereafter choose whether you will live by the rules, as
do we others, or keep on in exercises that no one demands of you. Then
can you ponder whether you will do for love of God, that he may look
down upon you in His mercy, all those things which you say you have done
that we should look up to you.”
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