Historical fiction; Norway -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Women -- Norway -- Fiction
Happily she nestled to him. Not that she ever thought for a moment it
would turn out as Erlend was so sure it would—Kristin felt that before
long a day of judgment must come upon them. It could not be that things
should go well for them in the end.... But she was not so much
afraid—she was much more afraid Erlend might have to go northward before
it all came to light, and she be left behind, parted from him. He was
over at the castle at Akersnes now; Munan Baardsön was posted there
while the bodyguard was at Tunsberg, where the King lay grievously sick.
But sometime Erlend must go home and see to his possessions. That she
was afraid of his going home to Husaby because Eline sat there awaiting
for him, she would not own even to herself; and neither would she own
that she was less afraid to be taken in sin along with Erlend than of
standing forth alone and telling Simon and her father what was in her
heart.
Almost she could have wished for punishment to come upon her, and that
soon. For now she had no other thought than of Erlend; she longed for
him in the day and dreamed of him at night; she could not feel remorse,
but she took comfort in thinking the day would come when she would have
to pay dear for all they had snatched by stealth. And in the short
evening hours she could be with Erlend in the almswomen’s cow-shed, she
threw herself into his arms with as much passion as if she knew she had
paid with her soul already that she might be his.
* * * * *
But time went on, and it seemed as though Erlend might have the good
fortune he had counted on. Kristin never marked that any in the convent
mistrusted her. Ingebjörg, indeed, had found out that she met Erlend,
but Kristin saw the other never dreamed ’twas aught else than a little
passing sport. That a maid of good kindred, promised in marriage, should
dare wish to break the bargain her kinsfolk had made, such a thought
would never come to Ingebjörg, Kristin saw. And once more a pang of
terror shot through her—it might be ’twas a quite unheard of thing, this
she had taken in hand. And at this thought she wished again that
discovery might come, and all be at an end.
Easter came. Kristin knew not how the winter had gone; every day she had
not seen Erlend had been long as an evil year, and the long evil days
had linked themselves together into weeks without end—but now it was
spring and Easter was come, she felt ’twas no time since the Yule-tide
feast. She begged Erlend not to seek her till the Holy Week was gone by;
and he yielded to her in this, as he did to all her wishes, thought
Kristin. It was as much her own blame as his that they had sinned
together in not keeping the Lenten fast. But Easter she resolved they
should keep. Yet it was misery not to see him. Maybe he would have to go
soon—he had said naught of it, but she knew that now the King lay dying,
and mayhap this might bring some turn in Erlend’s fortunes, she thought.
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