Historical fiction; Norway -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Women -- Norway -- Fiction
The dead woman had arisen and flung off her all the great stones that
Kristin had striven to heap up above her. Erlend’s wasted youth, his
honour and his welfare, his friends’ good graces, his soul’s health. The
dead woman had shaken herself free from them all. “He would have me and
I would have him; you would have him and he would have you,” said Eline.
“I have paid—and he must pay and you must pay when your time comes. When
the time of sin is fulfilled, it brings forth death—”
It seemed to her she was kneeling with Erlend on a cold stone. He knelt
there with the red, burnt patches on his pale face; she knelt under the
heavy bridal crown, and felt the dull, crushing weight within her—the
burden of sin that she bore. She had played and wantoned with her sin,
had measured it as in a childish game. Holy Virgin—now the time was nigh
when it should lie full-born before her, look at her with living eyes;
show her on itself the brands of sin, the hideous deformity of sin;
strike in hate with misshapen hands at its mother’s breast. When she had
borne her child, when she saw the marks of her sin upon it and yet loved
it as she had loved her sin, then would the game be played to an end.
Kristin thought what if she shrieked aloud now, a shriek that would cut
through the song and the deep voices intoning the mass, and echo out
over the people’s heads? Would she be rid then of Eline’s face—would
there come life into the dead man’s eyes? But she clenched her teeth
together.
“—Holy King Olav, I cry upon thee. Above all in Heaven I pray for help
to thee, for I know thou didst love God’s justice above all things. I
call upon thee, that thou hold thy hand over the innocent that is in my
womb. Turn away God’s wrath from the innocent; turn it upon me; Amen, in
the precious name of the Lord—”
“My children,” said Eline’s voice, “are _they_ not guiltless? Yet is
there no place for them in the lands where Christians dwell. Your child
is begotten outside the law, even as were my children. No rights can you
claim for it in the land you have strayed away from, any more than I for
mine—”
“Holy Olav! Yet do I pray for grace. Pray thou for mercy for my son;
take him beneath thy guard; so shall I bear him to thy church on my
naked feet, so shall I bear my golden garland of maidenhood in to thee
and lay it down upon thy altar, if thou wilt but help me—amen.”
Her face was set hard as stone in her struggle to be still and calm; but
her whole body throbbed and quivered as she knelt there through the holy
mass that wedded her to Erlend.
* * * * *
And now, as she sat beside him in the high-seat at home, all things
around her were but as shadows in a fevered dream.
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