Historical fiction; Norway -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Women -- Norway -- Fiction
“Lie down now,” he bade. “You know not yourself what you say, poor
child. Now you must try if you can sleep—”
But Kristin lay and felt the smart in her burnt hand, and despair and
bitterness over her fate raged in her heart. No worse could have
befallen her had she been the most sinful of women; everyone would
believe—no, she could not, could not bear to stay on here in the Dale.
Horror after horror rose before her—when her mother came to know of
this—and now there was blood between them and their parish priest,
ill-will betwixt all who had been friends around her the whole of her
life. But the worst, the most crushing fear of all fell upon her when
she thought of Simon and of how he had taken her and carried her away
and stood forth for her at home, and borne himself as though she were
his own possession—her father and mother had fallen aside before him as
though she belonged already more to him than to them—
Then she thought of Arne’s face in the coffin, cold and cruel. She
remembered the last time she was at church, she had seen, as she left,
an open grave that stood waiting for a dead man. The upthrown clods of
earth lay upon the snow hard and cold and grey like iron—to this had she
brought Arne—
All at once the thought came to her of a summer evening many years
before. She was standing on the balcony of the loft-room at Finsbrekken,
the same room where she had been struck down that night. Arne was
playing ball with some boys in the courtyard below, and the ball was hit
up to her in the balcony. She had held it behind her back, and would not
give it up when Arne came after it; then he had tried to wrest it from
her by strength—and they had fought for it, in the balcony, in the room
amid the chests, with the leather sacks, which hung there full of
clothes, bumping their heads as they knocked against them in their
frolic; they had laughed and struggled over that ball—
And then, at last, the truth seemed to come home to her: he was dead and
gone, and she should never again see his comely, fearless face nor feel
the touch of his warm, living hands. And she had been so childish and so
heartless as never to give a thought to what it must be for him to lose
her—She wept bitter tears, and felt she had earned all her unhappiness.
But then the thought came back of all that still awaited her, and she
wept anew, for, after all, it seemed to her too hard a punishment—
* * * * *
It was Simon who told Ragnfrid of what happened in the corpse chamber at
Brekken the night before. He did not make more of it than he needs must.
But Kristin was so amazed with sorrow and night waking that she felt a
senseless anger against him because he talked as if it were not so
dreadful a thing after all. Besides it vexed her sorely that her father
and mother let Simon behave as though he were master of the house.
“And you Simon—surely you believe not aught of this?” asked Ragnfrid,
fearfully.
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