Egypt -- History -- Fiction; German fiction -- Translations into English
“No, no. He is firm in his faith in God and the Saviour. He is not a
liar.”
“And yet he thinks he may escape the penalty?”
“And does not the Lord pardon true repentance?--He has repented; and how
bitterly, how fearfully he has suffered!”
“Say rather that he has felt the stripes that his own sin brought upon
him.--There are more to come; and how will he take them? Temptation
lurks in every path, and how will he avoid it? As your mother, indeed
it is my duty to warn you: Keep your passion and yourself still under
control; continue to watch him, and grant him nothing--not the smallest
favor, as you are a maiden, before he...”
“Till when; how long am I to be so basely on my guard?” sobbed Paula.
“Is that love which trusts not and is not ready to share the lot even of
the backslider?”
“Yes, child, yes,” interrupted the old woman. “To suffer all things, to
endure all things, is the duty of true love, and therefore of yours; but
you must not allow the most indissoluble of all bonds to unite you to
him till the back-slider has learnt to walk firmly. Follow him step by
step, hold him up with faithful care, never despair of him if he seems
other than what you had hoped. Make it your duty, pious soul, to render
him worthy of grace--but do not be in a hurry to speak the final yes--do
not say it yet.”
Paula yielded, though unwillingly, to this last word of counsel; but, in
fact, Orion’s fault had filled the abbess with deep distrust. So great
a sinner, under the blight, too, of a father’s curse, ought, in her
opinion, to have retired from the world and besieged Heaven for grace
and a new birth, instead of seeking joys, such as she thought none but
the most blameless--and, those of her own confession--could deserve,
in union with so exceptional a creature as her beloved Paula. Indeed,
having herself found peace for her soul only in the cloister, after
a stormy and worldly youth, she would gladly have received the noble
daughter of her old friend as the Bride of Christ within those walls,
to be, perhaps, her successor as Mother Superior. She longed that
her darling should be spared the sufferings she had known through the
ruthlessness of faithless men; so she would not abate a jot of the tenor
of her advice, or cease to impress on Paula, firmly though lovingly, the
necessity of following it. At last Paula took leave of her, bound by a
promise not to pledge herself irrevocably to Orion till his return from
Doomiat, and till the abbess had informed her by letter what opinion she
had formed of him in the course of their flight.
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