Accident victims -- Fiction; Bridges -- Accidents -- Peru -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Peru -- Fiction
lose." Camila decided to go to Lima and look at the Abbess from a
distance. "If her face tells me that she would not despise me, I will
speak to her," she said.
Camila lurked about the convent church and fell humbly in love with the
homely old face, though it frightened her a little. At last she called
upon her.
"Mother," she said, "I ... I ..."
"Do I know you, my daughter?"
"I was the actress, I was the Perichole."
"Oh, yes. Oh, I have wished to know you for a long while, but they told
me you did not wish to be seen. You too, I know, lost in the fall of the
bridge of San...."
Camila rose and swayed. There! again that access of pain, the hands of
the dead she could not reach. Her lips were white. Her head brushed the
Abbess's knee: "Mother, what shall I do? I am all alone. I have nothing
in the world. I love them. What shall I do?"
The Abbess looked at her closely. "My daughter, it is warm here. Let us
go into the garden. You can rest there." She made a sign to a girl in
the cloister to bring some water. She continued talking mechanically to
Camila. "I have wished to know you for a long while, señora. Even
before the accident I had wished much to know you. They told me that in
the _autos sacrementales_ you were a very great and beautiful actress,
in _Belshazzar's Feast_."
"Oh, Mother, you must not say that. I am a sinner. You must not say
that."
"Here, drink this, my child. We have a beautiful garden, do you not
think so? You will come and see us often and some day you will meet
Sister Juana who is our gardener-in-chief. Before she entered religion
she had almost never seen a garden, for she worked in the mines high up
in the mountains. Now everything grows under her hand.--A year has gone
by, señora, since our accident. I lost two who had been children in my
orphanage, but you lost a real child of your own?"
"Yes, Mother."
"And a great friend?"
"Yes, Mother."
"Tell me...."
And then the whole tide of Camila's long despair, her lonely obstinate
despair since her girlhood, found its rest on that dusty friendly lap
among Sister Juana's fountains and roses.
* * * * * * *
But where are sufficient books to contain the events that would not have
been the same without the fall of the bridge? From such a number I
choose one more.
"The Condesa d'Abuirre wishes to see you," said a lay-sister at the door
of the Abbess's office.
"Well," said the Abbess, laying down her pen, "who is she?"
"She has just come from Spain. I don't know."
"Oh, it is some money, Inez, some money for my house for the blind.
Quick, bid her come in."
The tall, rather languorous beauty entered the room. Doña Clara, who was
generally so adequate, seemed constrained for once. "Are you busy, dear
Mother, may I talk to you for a while?"
"I am quite free, my daughter. You will excuse an old woman's memory;
have I known you before?"
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