"Do you mean to say that you would rather—exist here, and make
horseshoes all your life, than—live, respected, and rich."
"And married to—"
"And married to the Lady Sophia?"
"Infinitely!" said I.
"Then your cousin, so far as you are concerned, is free to woo and win
her and your uncle's fortune?"
"And I wish him well of his bargain!" I nodded. "As for me, I shall
probably continue to live here, and make horseshoes—wifeless and
content."
"Is marriage so hateful to you?"
"In the abstract—no; for in my mind there exists a woman whom I think
I could love—very greatly; but, in the actual—yes, because there is
no woman in all the world that is like this woman of my mind."
"Is she so flawlessly perfect—this imaginary woman?"
"She is one whom I would respect for her intellect."
"Yes."
"Whom I would honor for her proud virtue."
"Yes, Peter."
"Whom I would worship for her broad charity, her gentleness, and
spotless purity."
"Yes, Peter."
"And love with all my strength, for her warm, sweet womanhood—in a
word, she is the epitome of all that is true and womanly!"
"That is to say—as you understand such things, sir, and all your
knowledge of woman, and her virtues and failings, you have learned from
your books, therefore, misrepresented by history, and distorted by
romance, it is utterly false and unreal. And, of course, this
imaginary creature of yours is ethereal, bloodless, sexless, unnatural,
and quite impossible!"
Now, when she spoke thus, I laid down my pipe and stared, but, before I
could get my breath, she began again, with curling lip and lashes that
drooped disdainfully.
"I quite understand that there can be no woman worthy of Mr. Peter
Vibart—she whom he would honor with marriage must be specially created
for him! Ah! but some day a woman—a real, live woman—will come into
his life, and the touch of her hand, the glance of her eyes, the warmth
of her breath, will dispel this poor, flaccid, misty creature of his
imagination, who will fade and fade, and vanish into nothingness. And
when the real woman has shown him how utterly false and impossible this
dream woman was—then, Mr. Peter Vibart, I hope she will laugh at
you—as I do, and turn her back upon you—as I do, and leave you—for
the very superior, very pedantic pedant that you are—and scorn you—as
I do, most of all because you are merely a—creature!" With the word,
she flung up her head and stamped her foot at me, and turning, swept
out through the open door into the moonlight.
"Creature?" said I, and so sat staring at the table, and the walls, and
the floor, and the rafters in a blank amazement.
But in a while, my amazement growing, I went and stood in the doorway,
looking at Charmian, but saying nothing.
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