Heluan is about half an hour's train ride from Cairo, and here, sitting
in the shade outside the hotel, Raife and Hilda for the first time
disclosed to themselves that their attraction for one another was not
entirely platonic. The pretty little town pitched in the desert was
singularly quiet. They had talked of many things and their conversation
was rarely flippant, and they both possessed the faculty of enjoying
silence when there was nothing of importance to say. In this remote
little town, the silent spirit of the vast desert encouraged this mood.
After some minutes of such contemplation Hilda remarked to him "Raife,
tell me what is a woman-hater?" She had accepted his invitation to call
him "just Raife" right from the time when that invitation was extended.
Raife started, and his bronzed cheeks suffused with a scarlet tinge.
Had she heard him talking to himself that night on the balcony? Was she
the woman with the white shawl whom he caught a glimpse of on the
balcony beneath? These thoughts crowded on him as he stammered an
evasive reply. "I don't know. Why do you ask?"
Hilda, with characteristic candour, said: "I overheard some man talking
one night and he said, `I am a woman-hater.'"
Their conversations on many subjects had been singularly open and free,
and Raife now felt that he must disclose some of his career, so with a
responsive candour he said: "Hilda, it was I whom you must have heard
that night. I felt that I hated a woman, and I had every reason to do
so. I had fancied that I loved her, and she, with an abominable old
uncle, was conspiring to ruin me. Yes. I was a woman-hater, and I came
out here and started on my big-game expedition to get away from women."
Hilda's face wore a puzzled and pained expression, and for some time she
made no reply. Then she spoke tremulously. "Raife, I am so sorry. To
think I have been in your way all this time, and I thought that we had
been such good friends."
He stopped her abruptly. "Hilda! Hilda! don't talk like that. The
woman I hated is a wicked, harmful woman. You are the embodiment of all
that is pure and beautiful in womanhood. Your sweet influence has
softened my bitterness and restored my mind to its normal state!"
Then, archly, Hilda said: "Then I need not run away?"
Impetuously he exclaimed, striking the table with the palm of his hand:
"Run away! If you do I shall follow you. Follow you? Yes, to the end
of the world, for Hilda you have made me love you."
"Hush! don't talk like that, Raife. In America boys and girls, men and
women, can be friends--just friends."
In spite of these brave words, her breast was heaving and her pulses
throbbed. "Let us go back now," she added. "This has troubled me and I
must think."
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