Brothers -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Russia -- Social life and customs -- 1533-1917 -- Fiction
She was breathless. She had perhaps intended to express her idea with
more dignity, art and naturalness, but her speech was too hurried and
crude. It was full of youthful impulsiveness, it betrayed that she was
still smarting from yesterday’s insult, and that her pride craved
satisfaction. She felt this herself. Her face suddenly darkened, an
unpleasant look came into her eyes. Alyosha at once saw it and felt a
pang of sympathy. His brother Ivan made it worse by adding:
“I’ve only expressed my own view,” he said. “From any one else, this
would have been affected and overstrained, but from you—no. Any other
woman would have been wrong, but you are right. I don’t know how to
explain it, but I see that you are absolutely genuine and, therefore,
you are right.”
“But that’s only for the moment. And what does this moment stand for?
Nothing but yesterday’s insult.” Madame Hohlakov obviously had not
intended to interfere, but she could not refrain from this very just
comment.
“Quite so, quite so,” cried Ivan, with peculiar eagerness, obviously
annoyed at being interrupted, “in any one else this moment would be
only due to yesterday’s impression and would be only a moment. But with
Katerina Ivanovna’s character, that moment will last all her life. What
for any one else would be only a promise is for her an everlasting
burdensome, grim perhaps, but unflagging duty. And she will be
sustained by the feeling of this duty being fulfilled. Your life,
Katerina Ivanovna, will henceforth be spent in painful brooding over
your own feelings, your own heroism, and your own suffering; but in the
end that suffering will be softened and will pass into sweet
contemplation of the fulfillment of a bold and proud design. Yes, proud
it certainly is, and desperate in any case, but a triumph for you. And
the consciousness of it will at last be a source of complete
satisfaction and will make you resigned to everything else.”
This was unmistakably said with some malice and obviously with
intention; even perhaps with no desire to conceal that he spoke
ironically and with intention.
“Oh, dear, how mistaken it all is!” Madame Hohlakov cried again.
“Alexey Fyodorovitch, you speak. I want dreadfully to know what you
will say!” cried Katerina Ivanovna, and burst into tears. Alyosha got
up from the sofa.
“It’s nothing, nothing!” she went on through her tears. “I’m upset, I
didn’t sleep last night. But by the side of two such friends as you and
your brother I still feel strong—for I know—you two will never desert
me.”
“Unluckily I am obliged to return to Moscow—perhaps to-morrow—and to
leave you for a long time—And, unluckily, it’s unavoidable,” Ivan said
suddenly.
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