Brothers -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Russia -- Social life and customs -- 1533-1917 -- Fiction
He had long been an official in the town; he was in a prominent
position, respected by all, rich and had a reputation for benevolence.
He subscribed considerable sums to the almshouse and the orphan asylum;
he was very charitable, too, in secret, a fact which only became known
after his death. He was a man of about fifty, almost stern in
appearance and not much given to conversation. He had been married
about ten years and his wife, who was still young, had borne him three
children. Well, I was sitting alone in my room the following evening,
when my door suddenly opened and this gentleman walked in.
I must mention, by the way, that I was no longer living in my former
quarters. As soon as I resigned my commission, I took rooms with an old
lady, the widow of a government clerk. My landlady’s servant waited
upon me, for I had moved into her rooms simply because on my return
from the duel I had sent Afanasy back to the regiment, as I felt
ashamed to look him in the face after my last interview with him. So
prone is the man of the world to be ashamed of any righteous action.
“I have,” said my visitor, “with great interest listened to you
speaking in different houses the last few days and I wanted at last to
make your personal acquaintance, so as to talk to you more intimately.
Can you, dear sir, grant me this favor?”
“I can, with the greatest pleasure, and I shall look upon it as an
honor.” I said this, though I felt almost dismayed, so greatly was I
impressed from the first moment by the appearance of this man. For
though other people had listened to me with interest and attention, no
one had come to me before with such a serious, stern and concentrated
expression. And now he had come to see me in my own rooms. He sat down.
“You are, I see, a man of great strength of character,” he said; “as
you have dared to serve the truth, even when by doing so you risked
incurring the contempt of all.”
“Your praise is, perhaps, excessive,” I replied.
“No, it’s not excessive,” he answered; “believe me, such a course of
action is far more difficult than you think. It is that which has
impressed me, and it is only on that account that I have come to you,”
he continued. “Tell me, please, that is if you are not annoyed by my
perhaps unseemly curiosity, what were your exact sensations, if you can
recall them, at the moment when you made up your mind to ask
forgiveness at the duel. Do not think my question frivolous; on the
contrary, I have in asking the question a secret motive of my own,
which I will perhaps explain to you later on, if it is God’s will that
we should become more intimately acquainted.”
All the while he was speaking, I was looking at him straight into the
face and I felt all at once a complete trust in him and great curiosity
on my side also, for I felt that there was some strange secret in his
soul.
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