The Brownie of Bodsbeck, and Other Tales (Vol. 1 of 2)Hogg, James
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The Brownie of Bodsbeck, and Other Tales (Vol. 1 of 2)
Hogg, James
Scotland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
This Nanny sung to an air so soothing, and at the same time so
melancholy, it was impossible to listen to her unaffected, especially as
she herself was peculiarly so—a beam of wild delight glanced in her
eye, but it was like the joy of grief, (if one may be allowed the
expression,) if not actually the joy of madness. Nothing could be more
interesting than her character was now to the bewildered Katharine—it
arose to her eyes, and grew on her mind like a vision. She had been led
previously to regard her as having been crazed from her birth, and her
songs and chaunts to be mere ravings of fancy, strung in rhymes to suit
favourite airs, or old scraps of ballads void of meaning, that she had
learned in her youth. But there was a wild elegance at times in her
manner of thinking and expression—a dash of sublimity that was
inconsistent with such an idea. “Is it possible,” (thus reasoned the
maiden with herself,) “that this demeanour can be the effect of great
worldly trouble and loss?—Perhaps she is bereft of all those who were
near and dear to her in life—is left alone as it were in this world,
and has lost a relish for all its concerns, while her whole hope, heart,
and mind, is fixed on a home above, to which all her thoughts, dreams,
and even her ravings insensibly turn, and to which the very songs and
chaunts of her youthful days are modelled anew. If such is really her
case, how I could sympathize with her in all her feelings!”
“Nanny,” said she, “how wofully you misapprehend me; I came to exchange
burdens of heart and conscience with you—to confide in you, and love
you: Why will not you do the same with me, and tell me what loss it is
that you seem to bewail night and day, and what affecting theme it is
that thus puts you beside yourself?—If I judge not far amiss, the
knowledge of this is of greater import to my peace than aught in the
world beside, and will lead to a secret from me that deeply concerns us
both.”
Nanny’s suspicions were aroused, not laid, by this speech; she eyed her
young mistress steadfastly for a while, smiled, and shook her head.
“Sae young, sae bonny, and yet sae cunning!” said she. “Judas coudna
hae sic a face, but he had nouther a fairer tongue nor a fauser
heart!—A secret frae you, dear bairn! what secret can come frae you,
but some bit waefu’ love story, enough to mak the pinks an’ the ewe
gowans blush to the very lip? My heart’s wae for ye, ae way an’ a’ ways;
but its a part of your curse—woman sinned an’ woman maun suffer—her
hale life is but a succession o’ shame, degradation, and suffering, frae
her cradle till her grave.”
Katharine was dumb for a space, for reasoning with Nanny was out of the
question.
“You may one day rue this misprision of my motives, Nanny,” rejoined
she; “in the mean time, I am obliged to leave home, on an express that
concerns my father’s life and fortune; be careful of my mother until my
return, and of every thing about the house, for the charge of all must
devolve for a space on you.”
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