"I pray you, sir," she replied proudly, "to proceed: I am as ready now
as I can be on the morrow to listen to aught it may be your pleasure to
advance. Your observations, if it please you, now."
"I have no 'observations' to offer, Mistress Cecil,--may I say
Constance? for so I used to call you in the early days of our
betrothment,--though I have much to request. I confess, I have felt
hurt, and aggrieved, at the small show of courtesy you have vouchsafed
me; but, as I believe that sorrow, and an habitual reserve, have wrought
this manner, I do not blame, though I regret it deeply. The time, I
hope, fair lady, is not far distant when you will ratify my claim to
your hand; then the devotedness of my future life,--the entireness of
my attachment,--the depth of my love----"
"Sir Willmott Burrell," interrupted Constantia, "_the grass upon my
mother's grave is not yet green; and would you talk of love?_"
For a moment the knight was silent.
"Reasons--reasons that I will explain hereafter, make me exceedingly
desire that the contract should be immediately fulfilled. Nay, lady, do
not start, and shudder," he continued, taking her hand, that hung
listlessly, and without motion, within his grasp; "even should you not
love as I do, affection will make you all mine own, within a little
time."
"Believe it not, Sir Willmott," said Constantia, at length disengaging
her hand; "I can never love you."
Men have been accustomed, in all ages, to hear simple truths, of such a
description, declared in so simple a manner. Ladies rant, and protest
that they abhor and abominate,--or they weep, and shriek, and call the
gentleman odious, or horrid, or some such gentle name; which the said
gentleman perfectly understands to mean--any thing he pleases; but
Constantia's perfect truth, the plain earnestness of that brief
sentence, carried conviction with it; and the handsome Burrell paced
three or four times the length of the oak parlour, before he could
sufficiently bring his mortified feelings under necessary subjection: he
then resumed his seat.
"I think otherwise; a woman can but require devoted affection, constant
watchfulness, and tender solicitude. All, all this will be yours.
Besides, a daughter of the house of Cecil would not break faith. I could
_command_ your hand--I only solicit it."
"Sir Willmott, you well know, that when the unhappy contract was entered
into, I was of tender age; too young, indeed, to comprehend its nature.
Ought you in honour to urge it on me, when I frankly tell you by word of
mouth, what my demeanour must have informed you long, long since,
that--I can never love you?"
"You have said it once, lady; and the sentence cannot be pleasant to the
ears of your affianced husband. The turmoils of the times, and the
service I so largely owed to the Protector, have called me much from
home; and though my heart lingered here, I was forced away by duty to
the state: surely you would not love me less because it was rigidly
performed?"
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