"You are very wayward, Robin; one time smooth, at other times, and
without cause, rugged as a path through a thorny common: I can only pray
that the Lord may teach you better than to misinterpret my words, and
mock a poor girl who never entertained a thought to your disadvantage."
She could say no more, for the large round tears forced their way down
her cheeks, as she turned towards the house with a bowed head and a
feeble step. But Robin's mood had again changed.
"I beg your pardon, Barbara: forgive me; and think, that if my mind
sometimes takes a crooked turn, it is the fault of my damnable body!"
"Do not swear; it is the profaneness of your words, and, I fear me too
truly, of your life also, that hurts me. Oh, Robin! do tell me who my
father is, that I may find him, and have some heart to lean upon that
will not always cause me tears. My lady is ever sad, and you are ever
wayward and uncertain: I am a double orphan; and were it not for the
consolation afforded me by better thoughts, should be most miserable."
"Forgive me, girl, forgive me; but every one alludes to this cursed
deformity, and it is ill to bear--" said Robin, walking by her side.
"I never alluded to it, never even thought of it," replied Barbara,
sobbing: "if the voice and the eye is kind, and, above all, if the face
become familiar, it is one, all one, whether the features be formed
according to beauty or otherwise. I never thought of looking into little
Crisp's face, when he licked my hand but now; I only felt that the
creature loved me."
"Crisp is no more a beauty than his master," observed Robin, patting the
dog, who leaped to the caress: "but you cannot like him as well as black
Blanche, or Bright-eye, your mistress's silken favourites, who show
their teeth at the poor fellow whenever he approaches the entrance?"
"Bright-eye is a trifle conceited, I grant; but Blanche is like a lamb,
only what can she do? Crisp comes gammocking up, wagging his tail,
seeming in the best of good humours; poor Blanche receives him kindly,
and sometimes walks before him to the buttery; then, all of a sudden,
just as she is thinking how very glad she is to meet Crisp--thinking,
too, that notwithstanding his shaggy coat and crooked legs, he is a
thousand times more to be esteemed and liked than the fine and conceited
Bright-eye--at that very time, and just as suddenly as you fly into your
passions, Crisp stops, grins, twirls his tail, and will neither return
her civility nor accept her invitation. What can poor Blanche do,
Robin?"
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