Short stories; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
The men went into winter quarters before Darby heard anything from home.
It came one day in the shape of a letter in the only hand in the world
he knew--Vashti’s. What it could mean he could not divine--was his
mother dead? This was the principal thing that occurred to him. He
studied the outside. It had been on the way a month by the postmark,
for letters travelled slowly in those days, and a private soldier in an
infantry company was hard to find unless the address was pretty clear,
which this was not. He did not open it immediately. His mother must be
dead, and this he could not face. Nothing else would have made Vashti
write. At last he went off alone and opened it, and read it, spelling
it out with some pains. It began without an address, with the simple
statement that her father had arrived with Ad’s body and that it
had been buried, and that his wound was right bad and her mother was
mightily cut up with her trouble. Then it mentioned his mother and said
she had come to Ad’s funeral, though she could not walk much now and
had never been over to their side since the day after he--Darby--had
enlisted; but her father had told her as how he had killed the man as
shot Ad, and so she made out to come that far. Then the letter broke
off from giving news, and as if under stress of feelings long pent up,
suddenly broke loose: she declared that she loved him; that she had
always loved him--always--ever since he had been so good to her--a great
big boy to a little bit of a girl--at school, and that she did not know
why she had been so mean to him; for when she had treated him worst she
had loved him most; that she had gone down the path that night when
they had met, for the purpose of meeting him and of letting him know she
loved him; but something had made her treat him as she did, and all the
time she could have let him kill her for love of him. She said she had
told her mother and father she loved him and she had tried to tell his
mother, but she could not, for she was afraid of her; but she wanted him
to tell her when he came; and she had tried to help her and keep her
in wood ever since he went away, for his sake. Then the letter told how
poorly his mother was and how she had failed of late, and she said she
thought he ought to get a furlough and come home, and when he did she
would marry him. It was not very well written, nor wholly coherent;
at least it took some time to sink fully into Darby’s somewhat dazed
intellect; but in time he took it in, and when he did he sat like a man
overwhelmed. At the end of the letter, as if possibly she thought, in
the greatness of her relief at her confession, that the temptation she
held out might prove too great even for him, or possibly only because
she was a woman, there was a postscript scrawled across the coarse, blue
Confederate paper: “Don’t come without a furlough; for if you don’t come
honorable I won’t marry you.” This, however, Darby scarcely read. His
being was in the letter.
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