Catholics -- United States -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“My daughter, are you ill?” asked the priest, pausing at Cicely’s side.
As she did not answer, nor move, he bent down and touched her. Then he
looked startled and turned her face toward him, lifting her slightly as
he did so. “Cicely Adair!” he exclaimed aloud, instantly recognizing
her, and remembering the name which she had given him. “My child, can
you hear me? Are you ill?”
The easing of her position, her raised head, brought Cicely to part
consciousness. With the help of Father Morley’s hands, supporting her
beneath her arms, she got upon her feet, looking at him dazed, white,
staring.
“Come out into the air, my dear,” said the Jesuit gently. “You are
suffering. It is not bodily sickness, my poor girl! Let me help you
out. Here, my hand under your elbow, so! That’s better. Now slowly;
courage! Come into the pure, good air, Cicely Adair!”
He led Cicely slowly and carefully out of the church, down the steps,
through a small gate beside them, into a grassy yard.
“This is not cloister,” Father Morley said. “Our parochial school
children’s playground. Sit here, my child, on this bench. There is a
bell; I’ll ring for Brother Feely to bring you a cup of coffee and a
few biscuits. Don’t try to speak; you can tell me what you will later.”
A lay-brother with a pale, patient face, and hair as red as Cicely’s
own, came in response to Father Morley’s call, and quickly returned
with a cup of the steaming beverage, and a few thin sweet biscuits on
a plain white plate.
“Sip this, my daughter,” said the Jesuit, with his benignant smile;
“you are exhausted.”
Cicely gratefully drank of the coffee, and revived as it coursed
through her chilled body. She sat up after she had eaten and drank, and
tried to smile at the priest. “You are very kind, Father Morley,” she
said. “I must go. Thank you.”
“Without giving me something in return?” hinted Father Morley. “Aren’t
you going to give me a wee bit of your confidence? What has gone wrong
with you, my child?”
Cicely looked long into the steady, keen, sad, kindly eyes looking down
into hers. She did not want to speak, but, characteristically, spoke
the truth when she felt compelled to speak.
“I’m shocked by what I’ve found out to-day,” she said. “I’ve got to
decide something. I may leave the Church; I don’t know. It’s that, or
hurt someone dearer to me than my life.”
She waited for an explosion of protest from the Jesuit, but none came.
Instead he said quietly: “Not much comparison, is there, between
hurting a human being, and losing Almighty God, betraying your Master
and damning your soul! But no one should decide a great matter hastily;
you’ve felt this is the greatest of great matters, I see. That’s
something. You couldn’t marry a man who had a living wife; all your
decent Catholic womanhood, as well as your religion, is against it.”
Cicely sprang to her feet.
“Father Morley, how could you know?” she gasped.
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