Catholics -- United States -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“Perhaps far worse,” said the priest. “You do not know her temptations,
her enlightenment, her instruction; she may have been weak and
wretched, rather than deliberately wicked; you don’t know. But you,
clear-eyed, instructed, independent, able to look after yourself,
you are dallying deliberately with good and evil, weighing both. If
you denied your God what excuse would you give Him when you saw Him
at last? That man tells you to come out from the Church _bravely_!
Bravely! Faugh! That is not courage; it is cowardice, the coward who
will not face pain for the sake of the Lord Who bore so much for her!
A coward, I tell you! And do you realize that this country of ours is
honeycombed with the divorce evil? That homes are wrecked, children
made destitute, men and women sunk into vileness because they will not
be denied their successive fancies, and that they profane marriage
because they will not bear the brand of their true label? Will you
tolerate the idea of joining their ranks, of helping to spread the
poison which eats away the very foundation of civilization? And then
call that _brave_? Benedict Arnold tried to betray Washington and the
gate to the north. What would your treason betray? You are disloyal,
even to your land, when you do not set your face against that which
is undermining her. Don’t let yourself call your temptation by pretty
names. It is not courage, but cowardice. It is not being married by a
magistrate, for they cannot marry; it is being licensed to be called
Mrs. Rodney Moore, but remaining the shamed Cicely Adair.”
“Father Morley,” poor Cicely’s voice shook with dry sobs, “don’t you
see? Rod is great; he is not bad. Didn’t God Himself give him to me to
love?”
“Possibly; I don’t say no,” said the priest gently. “There are many
strange ways by which souls are led home. But decidedly God did not
give Rodney to you to marry, for he is not free to marry, and God does
not want you to help Rodney to go lower. Perhaps he is given you to
love and to save by sacrificing for him your happiness; it looks to
me probable. Evidently Rodney has good in him, or he would not have
told you that he was married, until he had you in his power. I can see
how you love him when you can entertain an idea so repugnant to you
as denying your Faith for him. This is your way of salvation, and in
taking the right turn you can offer to God your pain; it will plead for
grace for Rodney, cut off from it by his own act.”
“I thought of that, Father,” whispered Cis. “But, oh--never to see him?
Never, never? This is my engagement ring; Rodney made the design; I am
a Christmas child.”
The priest bent forward better to see it; his vision was short.
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