Catholics -- United States -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“I’ve been considering these points, Cis, my dear,” said Miss
Braithwaite, evidently equipped with a decision upon them. “I am sure
that Rodney Moore will try to see you once. I think that he will
come here; he will hardly attempt to say to you what he will want to
say in the street, meeting you on your way to and from the Lucas and
Henderson offices. You need not see him here; I will see him for you.
After that, I am hopeful that he will let you alone. I do not know
him, but I know human nature, and I believe that after I have seen him
for you, he will let you alone. As to keeping on with the office, that
is as you please. But, Cicely, I have a proposition which I want you
to consider; to be truthful, I do not want you to consider it, but to
take it up at once. I am a solitary woman in this great house, with no
one but servants around me. I want you to spend the winter here, with
me. I hope for your help in my schemes; Father Morley’s girls’ club,
my tatterdemalions, other things. You are young, attractive, bright;
you can do all sorts of work for these objects. Then, for me, you can
do more! Be a little fond of me, talk to me, companion me. And, last
not least, for yourself; read my books--perhaps not every one on those
shelves, but many of them; play a little, study a little, think a
great deal; you went through school, now give yourself a little riper,
deeper, higher education! And, Cis, dear, learn your faith! It seems a
pity to miss its beauty, the joy it has for you, when you’ve bravely
embraced unhappiness for it! As if you had risked your life for one
almost a stranger, as you thought, and suddenly discovered it was your
dearest, beloved friend! You’ll be delighted with the Church, my dear,
when you get acquainted with her beauty! Dear, you’ve missed happiness
and it’s hard, but happiness more profound and lasting is within your
reach; I promise it to you! Now, Cis, will you stay with me?”
“Oh, Miss Braithwaite, I’d just dearly love to!” cried Cicely,
springing up to throw herself on her knees beside Miss Braithwaite, her
radiant head on her shoulder, sobbing a little, yet with the first ray
of comforting hope penetrating her despair.
Cicely arose the next morning to resume life on its new basis,
yet under its old routine. This is, perhaps, the hardest strain
imposed upon anyone who is newly bereft, by death or by the crueller
deprivations of life. To go once more amid the familiar surroundings,
greet the accustomed faces with a surface smile, seeing with bewildered
amazement that the eyes smiling back recognize one for the same person
that they have always seen though one feels like a shade walking the
earth in the semblance of life, this is to deepen that painful sense
of remoteness from common experience, which is the lasting hallmark of
profound suffering.
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