Catholics -- United States -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Miss Braithwaite drew herself up to her full five feet of height,
but there was in her eyes and voice that which no one ever lightly
disobeyed. Muttering something, Rodney fell back, and stood beside the
library table, fumbling the magazines upon it with shaking hands.
There was perfect silence in the room for a strained quarter of an hour
of waiting. A log on the fire broke and fell apart; Rodney jumped,
his nerves quivering from sleepless nights and days of baffled will,
together with fear as to Cicely’s fate. Then Ellen returned and handed
back to Rodney the note which he had sent to Cis. Upon it she had
written, almost illegibly, across the final page:
“Rod, dear, I can’t see you, truly I can’t. It would be harder for us
both. I would give up anything on earth for you, but I will not give up
God for you. Please, Rod, don’t try to see me, never, oh, never! And
please, please, Rod dear, not so much forgive me as say to yourself:
Poor Cis--Holly was right. It is right to serve God first. And be a
good boy yourself, Rod, my beloved, and come back, too, so that after
a few little years we’ll be together forever and ever. But till then,
please let this be good-bye. Cis.”
Rodney crushed the poor little note in the palm of his hand, then he
smoothed it out, laying it flat on his hand. Then he looked down on
it, standing quite still. Then he bent down to it and kissed it. Miss
Braithwaite knew that the long, silent waiting for it; the reaction
from his harrowing fear, now that he knew Cis was safe; his proximity
to her; his better self, perhaps the graces of his boyhood, had
conquered. Rodney had struck his colors and accepted defeat.
“This settles it, Miss Braithwaite,” he said. “There’s nothing more
to hang around for. You are right; Cis decides it herself. I beg your
pardon for my impertinence, but--”
“I shall not remember it, Mr. Moore; you have been sorely tried. I
do not wonder that your nerves snapped. Will you let me say to you
that with all my heart I wish you well? Happy, too, though I know the
word sounds mocking in your ears to-night?” Miss Braithwaite’s voice
was exceedingly kind; her heart went out to Rodney, whose state was
immeasurably more to be pitied than Cicely’s.
“Thanks,” said Rod miserably. “It does sound what you might call
far-fetched. You might tell Cicely, if you will, that I’m going away;
I won’t stay in Beaconhite. I haven’t the heart to stay; I’d be always
looking along the streets for her. Tell her I’ll stick with the same
concern, and, if she ever needed me for anything, to address me in care
of Hammersley and Rhodes, Chicago. That’s the head office, and they’ll
forward anything. Good night, Miss Braithwaite. Is Cis staying with you
long?”
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